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A blog of Elsword and other stuff

@loli-peekay / loli-peekay.tumblr.com

45 waifus and counting!
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kiraoji

art cheats

hello i am here today to not lose track of the art cheats i have discovered over the years. what i call art cheat is actually a cool filter/coloring style/way to shade/etc. that singlehandedly makes art like 20 times better

that is all for today, do stay tuned as i am always hunting for cool shit like this

guys stop reblogging this these are cheats the CIA will come for you

….Always reblog

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thoughsonart

My own rant about Zackray - Fiction vs Reality

*Contains spoilers from the game

I bet you are tired of hearing hot takes on this particular topic, but hear me out. The question of whether or not shipping Zackray pertains to everything else in the show.

Is it okay to like Zack even though he is a serial killer? Does liking his character make you a real life serial killer sympathizer? Do you look at actual serial killers and think “poor misunderstood baby” while dismissing the families of their victims? If you don’t then its fine, you just like a FICTIONAL character that is associated with this trait, but in reality has never harmed a REAL human being. Liking him won’t suddenly turn you into someone that loves real serial killers or start to rationalize their behaviors.

Satsuriku no Tenshi is a game/manga/anime that has a story that is out to make you uncomfortable from the very start. Within seconds of meeting Zack, he says that he loves seeing people’s happy faces turn into despair before he kills them. Mind you this IS one of the main characters. But never does the story or the character himself use his behavior as something that should be excused, despite his development by the end of the game.

As a fictional character is not bad to like Zack or find his mannerism and quirks as amusing or even endearing, this is something the story and author want you to feel towards him. As long as you keep in mind that he is FICTIONAL and that REAL LIFE will never play out in the same way.

Now that’s over with lets analyze his relationship with Ray. While their relationship keeps evolving as the story progresses, one thing is for sure. Their strange bond is the core of the story.

Lets look at this from a different perspective. Lets say Ray is the same age as Zack. Would their relationship still be okay? We are talking about two damaged, and psychotic people that have very warped views of the world, to the point they believe killing is normal. Even one of their more sweet moments, is them being happy about working together to kill someone…realistically speaking if you saw this sort of relationship in REAL life would you think it is normal? Because it isn’t, and again this bring us back to the same argument, within the context of the narrative it is normal because its fiction, and its part of the twisted way our characters are written as.

Its fine to find their relationship cute within the CONTEXT of the story. As long as you don’t see the same thing in real life with real people and think its anything but disturbing.

Also yes, Makoto Sanada admitted that romance can also exists within their bond. But that the main goal of the story is to show that something beyond romance can also exists within “lovers” (meaning soulmates)

So people that see their relationship as romantic are not wrong. It is something intended within the story, there’s a lot heavy romantic subtext coupled in with the occasional shoujo manga trope. This is not something made up by the shippers, this something said by the author, and supported in the actual story. And as much as some may hate it, it is a part of the underlying narrative.

Two arguments that I think need to STOP being brought up, as to why is okay to ship Zackray are:

-My parents have a bigger age gap

Don’t bring real people into this, please. This is fiction. Real life relationships have no room for argument in the world of fiction. Much like fiction has no room to be used as arguments for real life problems.

-Its normal

Nothing that happens within the story Angels of Death is normal. Serial killers, killing, torture, obsession, religious fanaticism. None of this is normal outside of this story and their characters.

Much less Zack and Ray’s strange oath. Neither of them are sane, their actions are not sane, and even the other crazy characters within the story consider their weird oath to not make any sense. Whether you choose to see it as platonic or familiar, their relationship is still kind of twisted, but also sweet as far as two broken people coming together to make a whole go. And that’s the one part about their relationship that probably appeals to most of us, no matter how broken you are maybe there’s still someone out there for you that will accept you with all you flaws. Its a bit escapism, but that’s what most made up stories usually are.

This brings me back to my initial example. Does liking a fictional character make you a serial killer sympathizer? No

Does liking a fictional couple that involves incest, abuse or big age gaps, means you would support any of this in real life? No, it doesn’t

If you still think they do, then you should have stopped with this fictional tale where a main character is a killer you eventually end up sympathizing with while still early on.

It is fine to find some of them too much for us, or just not something we won’t like even in fiction. That’s perfectly fine, and there’s plenty of other stories out there that can appeal to you. I don’t watch the saw movies, because I dislike gore. But I don’t suddenly assume that everyone that does is some kind of psychopath.

Fictional stories exists for this sole purpose, to explore these different ideas and scenarios we would never be okay with seeing in reality.

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windows 10 is garbage so every time i boot up the computer i have to run command prompt and enter

net.exe stop “Windows Search”

so that the shitty goddamned search/cortana feature that i never fucking use stops running in the background taking up all my fucking disk space

what the fuck is that seriously what the fuck is making my computer be a fucking piece of shit

@baristaboy try this out dude

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amis-amai

y’all didn’t even add a tutorial of how to do this so imma put one right here 1. type in cmd.exe into your windows search and right click on Command Promt search result and select “Run as Administator”. 2. Type/Copypase in  net.exe stop “Windows Search” and make sure Windows Search is in quotations. It should then respond saying “The Windows Search service is stopping” and then tell you it’s stopped. This is only a temp fix though, if you want it switched off permanently then do THIS: 1.  Press the Windows key + R at the same time and type in services.msc. 2.  Scroll until you find Windows Search and double click it to enter its Properties window. 3.  Change the Startup type to Disabled. Apply this change and you can exit out. VOILA, NO MORE TAKEN UP DISK SPACE

Reblog to save a fucking life, FUCK CORTANA.

Important piece of advice 

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pseudinymous

Is this the cause? Fantastic, time to bitch slap my work computer into being able to run sixty different Adobe programs simultaneously like it’s supposed to be able to do.

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lazysmirk

Just in case you forget this exists.

With those “when you want to design a character but you don’t know color theory” posts flying around I thought this would be relevant again.

SLAMs THE REBLOG BUTTON

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tomatomagica

there’s also Coolors website that gives you randomized palettes!

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tf2humbug

Don’t forget ColourLovers, either! It’s a social media-esque site where you can browse tons of palettes and share your own.

You can browse the most popular ones or search for certain colors, themes, and even specific hex codes!

When you find one you like, you can download a wallpaper swatch of it and also select the specific colors it uses to look at more palettes that use those same ones.

ColourLovers is my go-to for when I’m having trouble coming up with a color scheme! It’s also been around for over a decade, so there’s plenty to browse through.

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matafari

how is this funny to anyone.

Those people obviously don’t realize the extremely high kill rate for cats at shelters, not to mention that people literally dump indoor cats outside when they don’t want them anymore, and indoor cats often die due to starvation/predators (duh they have no survival skills).  

Also - I might also be crying.

Jackson Galaxy is awesome. His story is is that he used to be a drug addict, and that while he was in the beginning of his recovery he saved a stray cat and nursed it back to life, and in return the cat essentially did the same for him, and ever since then, he’s taught himself everything there is to know about cats and their behavior. Cats saved his life, so he’s saving cats lives. He’s awesome.

His show has taught me more about how to take care of a cat than I learned from growing up with one.

Jackson Galaxy is the patron fucking saint of cats and I swear to god I will fight anybody coming for him. You will catch these hands.

I don;t like when people make fun of Jackson Galaxy when he gets emotional.

Because a.) I get really fucking emotional over cats too, fuck you

and b.) it’s mostly because he’s a man and a patriarchal belief that men can’t cry or have feelings.

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tjesje-deact

hey guys. my mom fell really ill and is being tested for a lot of scary things (big contender is bowel cancer) so i dont have time until i can afford a tablet to make money to make her life easier and her pain less horrible. im gonna have to ask for help.

my paypal is tommcready@hotmail.com and heres my kofi. at the moment were just all really scared and not sure what to do, but at least we can try to make her comfortable. i just want to help her feel alright enough to get out of bed. for us right now we are getting financial blow after financial blow and with her being so sick and dad working to support all of us im trying to help and cushion some of them. 

my dad just lost his job so we need help more than ever. anything helps a lot even just spreading this.

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oh-archivist

God okay so I’m going to say this now; PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not risk your health or anyone’s in the form of getting a “cheap” binder of ebay or where ever. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE save your $4-$10 dollars for those cheap ebay ones and put it towards a gc2b binder. Or if you want an Underworks go for that but I highly suggest gc2b. They’re about $40 (with shipping) and will last you WAY longer than any cheap ebay one. They are MEANT for lasting you. I wash mine many times week, wear it daily, Wear them daily. I have two. Had them for almost a year now. But I cannot urge you enough to PLEASE save up your pennies for a PROPER SAFE binder. Binders you can breathe in, binders you can move in, binders that don’t crush your ribs, binders that are comfortable, binders that are safe.

This isn’t a safe binder:

It uses clasps and not compression.

This is a c2b binder; made by trans people for trans people:

These binders have no clasps but uses spandex to compress you safety. 

Measure your chest before ordering to make sure you don’t get one too small or too large.

UPDATE (06/12)

I wanted to add more information on where you can buy binders and info in general about binders

You can buy binders from these sites

@gc2b-apparel​ (OPs #1 Recommendation)

@shapeshiftersinc​

Used Binders

If you can’t afford a binder, don’t despair! Used binders are often passed on by post-op trans men or those whose binders may no longer fit. There are a few programs available that help distribute donated second-hand binders:

You can also try asking around for an inexpensive hand-me-down binder on one of themailing lists for trans guys or check out LiveJournal’s FTM Garage Sale and the FtM Sales, Swap, and Support group on Facebook.

How to Choose a Chest Binder

If you still remember your old bra size, you can find out your binder size by using theBra to Chest Size Converter Tool. If you don’t know your old bra size, you can measure yourself the old-fashioned way:

  1. Take a snug measurement of the fullest part of your chest using a tape measure (best if measured while clothed) and write that number down onto a sheet of paper.
  2. Measure underneath your chest where the crease is and write that number down as well.
  3. Add those numbers together and divide the sum by 2. This number will differentiate your size not only from brand to brand but from binder to binder as well.

Selecting a binder brand and style can be difficult: there are so many options that it can be overwhelming! Plus, there aren’t very many reviews of binders other than those about Underworks’ and T-Kingdom’s more popular models. After buying your binder, help make the experience easier for guys in the future by contributing your review to one of the review sites listed below.

Essentially, there are two types of binders: short ones and long ones. The short ones end right at your waist. The down side of these is that if you carry some extra weight, short binders tend to roll up and act more like a bra. The long ones can be pulled down past your waist by several inches, however it’s inevitable that it will still roll up. To reduce the chances of this, wear a belt. Choosing between a short and long binder has more to do with your body type, specifically your abdomen, and not your chest size.

Lastly, consider the location of the company you’re buying from. Buying from a company that’s closer to you can save you a significant amount of money on shipping costs.

How to Put On a Chest Binder

It might seem silly, but you’re probably going to need some help figuring out how to put on your new binder, particularly if you purchased one of the longer styles.

  1. Put your binder inside out and upside down.
  2. Step into your binder and pull the bottom of it up, ideally to your belt line. The binder should still be inside out and upside down.
  3. Use the sleeves as handles to pull the top of the binder (the end closer to your feet) up to your shoulders.
  4. Put your arms through the sleeve holes and adjust your chest to your needs. You may need to pull the bottom of the binder out from underneath itself if you don’t want it folded under. For others, leaving it folded under may help stop the binder from rolling up.

Don’t be disappointed if you look in the mirror and it looks like you have one big boob in the middle of your chest. You just need to adjust your chest. Reach in from the neck hole and push your chesticles down and out. You’re basically pushing your nipple toward your armpit to achieve the flattest looking chest possible.

FTM Chest Binding Tips

Very important: When binding, you should not by any means feel as though you can’t breathe or like you’re going to pass out from a lack of oxygen.

Binders aren’t the most comfortable things in the world. To make binding more comfortable, and to reduce the possibility of the binder moving around a bit, some guys wear a light shirt underneath.

Depending on the size of your chest, you may need to layer clothing on top of the binder to get optimal chest flattening. You’ll find that some of the shirts in your closet require you to layer more than shirts in your wardrobe.

You can swim in your binder. Just wear a sleeveless or sleeved T-shirt over it. Don’t worry if your binder seems less effective after a swim, this isn’t permanent. Simply wash it and it will go back to normal.

Your chest will look bigger than it really is when you look down at it. Check in the mirror for a more accurate side view.

Not all binders breathe well, and the reality is that you’re probably going to get hot. If you’ve already started testosterone, you’re definitely going to sweat. The build up of sweat can irritate your skin causing rashes and sores. Wearing a thin cotton shirt that breathes well underneath your binder may help prevent this. If you find this uncomfortable, try applying corn starch to your body before putting on your binder to help keep it from holding in moisture. If you’ve already experienced skin irritation of some sort, take care of it the same way you would an open wound. Washing the irritated area with anti-bacterial soap will keep it clean and help it heal faster.

Conclusion

Chest binding, as cumbersome as it may seem, can be very freeing for transgender men. There’s a plethora of quality FTM chest binding products available for body types of all shapes and sizes. Regardless of what you use for binding, please remember to put your health first. Now that you’re armed with all the information you need to find the right binder for you, go forth and feel more comfortable in your skin!

FTM Chest Binder Reviews

(Note: These sites are no longer updated.)

More FTM Chest Binding Resources

Do you have any tips about binding? Want to share your experience with a particular binder brand or model? Do you know of other binder manufacturers, particularly those outside of Asia and the US? Please leave your comments below.

Last updated: 05/20/16 (x)

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plumpprince

every trans girl deserves a free nintendo switch reblog if you agree

every trans boy deserves a free nintendo switch reblog if you agree

every trans person deserves a free nintendo switch reblog if you agree

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sending your kid to catholic school is the easiest way to guarantee your kid will not be catholic

Fun story: a friend of mine discovered she was bi-sexual and into bdsm at a catholic school after a nun put her over her knee and spanked her. Christians just can’t seem to get anything right.

Lmfao my fave post now has an even better comment

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Chris’ Character Songs: A Summary

Makiyu Ichival: FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU *Bass Boosted Miniguns*

What Only Connected Hands Can Create: I’m such a mess but all these people are being nice and now I want to be better

Bye-Bye Lullaby: I love my friends so much and if you fuck with them I will FUCK YOU UP

Kyoshitsu Monochrome: *Sobbing into an anpan and milk* I love my friends so goddamn  much

Trust Heart: After all of these incidents and my own issues, can I be a good senpai/friend?  (answer is yes: you can be a good friend Zenbu)

Gun Bullet XXX: I still have my past issues (especially in this season cause Val Verde) but I’m gonna keep on going with my friends

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