i’ve been getting a shit ton of anonymous hate lately and that has prompted me to decide to do the same thing as Lex has. I’m leaving Tumblr. I don’t know how long, if I’ll ever come back on, or if I will answer messages. I just… I can’t deal with the anon hate and even if I turned it off, it wouldn’t matter. People find a way.

Yes it sucks because I just made my blog independent, but I’m done. Anons, you won. Congrats. We played a good game and I almost had you. I’m still going to be taking care of my book blogs and checking with the Stallison Network and all but, for now, this is goodbye. Here’s a shoutout to the friends I made on here:

allisonargentisagift - JuLIETTE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE. Sweetheart, you are my hero. Staying alive when you were so depressed? My God, I wish I was that strong. I can’t imagine myself in your shoes. You’re so beautiful and so kind and I love you to death. (the anon hate is NOTabout you don’t worry - I promise.)

claudiastilinskis - we just became friends, Shahnila, but I don’t regret it one bit. We tried to do our best. That’s all there was.

lieutenantstilinski - I’ve said everything before, but good luck and I love you!

nighttimemachinery - HARPER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AGH You’re such a kind person and made me graphics for my book (I owe you my soul) and Stallison and I’ll never forget how kind you are to me. You’re one of the greatest friends I’ve ever had. Thanks for always being there.

ihaveapencilbehindmyear - Thank you for the support in writing. Thanks for encouraging me to watch anime and thanks for always being there when I needed someone to freak out about WTNV with. You’re the best.

flyingfromreality - Sammi, you’re such a kind friend that I couldn’t bare not to say bye! Thank you for being a ray of sunshine in my life and I wish you the best of luck. Stay lovely <3

texasisnotasquare - Kasi, you’re best friend. I love you so much. I’m so sorry that I have to abandon Tumblr. You were the first friend I ever made on here and I will never forget that or any of our adventures. You are such a loving, kind, sweet, genuine person and I wish you nothing but the absolute best in life. You deserve it. I love you, kid.

thelaughingmagician - Jen, I could say so much about you, wow. All I can say is thank you. Thanks for giving me a chance to be your friend. Thanks for always being there when I need it. Thanks for making me a better writer. I owe you so much and I promise to make every single one of my friends read your book when it comes out.

I probably missed a lot of you along the way, but that’s all I could think of. If you’re reading this, thanks. Thanks for following me. Thanks for talking to me. Thanks for supporting my Stallison fics and all of that stuff. Thanks and, hey, good luck wherever you go. I’m rooting for y’all.

until next time,

allie

/whispers/ i need to make this post i didn’t want to but i will

first things first, if you think what the cast did was okay, okay! that’s cool! that’s fine! i don’t care!!!! this is just my opinion that i need to get out of my system. I’ve read both sides of the argument. I respect both equally. But some of the things I’ve been hearing from the side that supports the cast is a little ridiculous and I just??

The cast did make fun of those three people’s fanfiction. I watched the video before I knew anything about the controversy and was honestly stunned to hear it. The first time I saw it, I could only watch two minutes because I was so infuriated. (I have seen the whole video.) They did make fun of those people’s fanfiction and if I was that person, God, would I be devastated. I can only imagine having them read my Stallison fanfictions. If they would have done the same, I would have cried and probably never wrote for this fandom again.

This was not the fandom’s fault. Yes, the death threats need to stop. Yes, the celebrity blaming needs to stop right away. The fanfiction though? That’s our contribution to the fandom. The cast and Clevver TV reading out stuff and mocking it gives us every right to be mad. We have every right to be pissed off and complain about it (to a reasonable amount). Please, don’t blame us for being mad. It’s not our fault someone’s been disrespectful to us.

spread the word for where i am now!!!

Blogrates bc i felt really brave today and that's why i quit my job!

 I really hated working there, my boss was a sexist asshole thing and my co-workers all wanted to stab each other in the back / the tension was killing me, i felt so afraid/ and i was so done that i decided ‘to fuck it’ and i quit :3

*gets stuck on a mission in a game* *doesn’t play for another 4234 years*

Crystal Reed and Darren McMullen on romantic lunch date at Bondi (July 22)

when someone you hate is having a bad day

remember last year

when daniel broke the sign and we al thought he got a tattoo but it was really only to screw with hoechlin

those were the good days