i don't know how many meows i got left in me
an update in case anyone was worried: i got enough for rent, but was panicking because i couldnt afford gas or groceries. after much internal fighting i ended up making a status on facebook, and the response blew me tf away, yall. people i havent spoken to in years sent money and/or well wishes! family i had assumed didnt really want to talk to me reached out to check in! it is SO easy for me to forget it, but im loved and there are a lot of people who want me to be ok. i have plenty for gas and groceries now, and can probably pay off at least a little of that electric bill. a while from now when im finally more financially stable im gonna pay it forward SO hard ;u;
tldr: im very okay and very loved and very emotional about both
hey y'all... i know i never come on here anymore, but i could really use some help right now. the pandemic ruined my mental health, which led to me losing my job at the end of june, and i've only just now gotten a new one. the pay is GREAT and i'm gonna be fine going forward but things are kinda dire right now. i'm gonna be about $300 short on rent, and there's a backlog of power bills that i need to start paying a couple hundred of now or i risk shutoff. if anyone could spare a little or reblog this, i'd be crazy grateful. for those who don't know me: im transgender, gay, jewish, and i struggle w various mental health conditions including bpd. i'm a hard worker and try my best to make the people around me feel safe and seen at all times. i just don't always take the best care of myself, which leads to situations like this one. i have a degree in English and can provide proofreading or writing services, if you understandably don't like the idea of just throwing money at someone. venmo: @adrianc95 paypal: https://paypal.me/pools/c/8BxZ3Idoll
i am blown away by how kind strangers and my friends are. i now have just about enough for rent (not shown in the paypal pool is money i got from a friend for editing work i did). however, i don't have enough for rent And things like gas to get to work, so please reblog if you can <3 i'll be ok either way, i always find a way to get through, but boy would it be a relief if i could just get a little more help
hey y'all... i know i never come on here anymore, but i could really use some help right now. the pandemic ruined my mental health, which led to me losing my job at the end of june, and i've only just now gotten a new one. the pay is GREAT and i'm gonna be fine going forward but things are kinda dire right now. i'm gonna be about $300 short on rent, and there's a backlog of power bills that i need to start paying a couple hundred of now or i risk shutoff. if anyone could spare a little or reblog this, i'd be crazy grateful. for those who don't know me: im transgender, gay, jewish, and i struggle w various mental health conditions including bpd. i'm a hard worker and try my best to make the people around me feel safe and seen at all times. i just don't always take the best care of myself, which leads to situations like this one. i have a degree in English and can provide proofreading or writing services, if you understandably don't like the idea of just throwing money at someone. venmo: @adrianc95 paypal: https://paypal.me/pools/c/8BxZ3Idoll
brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011
does anyone else get mischievous joy out of being nice sometimes? like “Haha, I knew you were going to be hungry so I got you your favorite food so I can surprise you with it being ready when you get here GOT YOU”
tiny harmless insect: *flies around too fast* relatively gargantuan ape whose evolutionary niche is being smart: “oh i cant fucking stand this”
god works hard but occult twitter works harder
hey this "occult" language people are using is an African language called Amharic which people have used as a generic "curse" language for a while, it's really disrespectful and portrays African cultures and languages as demonic.
wait till you hear about how people use Latin!
Latin is a language specifically associated with religion and magic though. They’re just using Amharic here because they’re lazy and it’s the first language with a “weird” (aka non-latinized) alphabet in tu the alphabetical order dropdown menu. Also people don’t speak Latin, Amharic is the everyday language of one of the largest ethnic groups in Ethiopia. Also there isn’t racism against Latin speakers lol? Like the portrayal of Africans, esp East Africans as having some sort of Ancient Evil Occult Magic is a popular historical trope which is made even more ridiculous by the fact that Ethiopia is largely a highly religious Christian country.
Like I shouldn’t have to explain why keysmashing an african language and then adding it to a pic of baphomet and saying it’s an “evil spell” is intensely racist....not only does it display an condescension towards african culture, inherent in their lack of knowledge of one of the most important languages on the african continent but it also feeds into centuries of European colonialist propaganda about the Heathen Blacks and their Satanic Magic. Again, it’s pretty ironic because Ge’ez, which shares that script with Amharic, is the first (?) language that the Bible was translated into!
let’s say, hypothetically, i did the mash. and, for the sake of debate, let’s say it was a monster mash. would that, hypothetically speaking, mean that it would be a graveyard sm
make no mistake not only am i party rocking but i’m also in the house tonight
Are you shuffling?
everyday.
i love listening to a song so much that i start noticing lil bass grooves that i didn’t notice before or little guitar riffs that sounded like vocals at first and a tambourine in the middle of a song that i totally overlooked like how do some people not find music interesting it’s like an audio scavenger hunt
the "Point", my dear agitators, co-conspirators, and revolutionaries, is kindness
chuck e cheese google reviews are a freakin gold mine