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gone.

@holdxstill / holdxstill.tumblr.com

okay i have decided to leave this blog, to create a new one, due to some things that have happened here. i just do not feel like people want me around any more, and i would much prefer to start again, then to leave Deaton altogether. Feel free to message me and ask for my new URL, but i cannot say that i will give it out to everyone.
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okay i have a new URL. if you want it, message me here, or if you have me on skype, message me on skype xo
#outofvagueness
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sprevitlupus replied to your post: i don’t know whether i should just st...

mass exodus normally means something was said that people didn’t like. but you shouldn’t let your confidence be shaken by a follower count. you’re a good writer. you don’t need a follower count for that.

i know what it was that i said that people didn't like. it's not the follower count i care about, it's the fact that i get hate in my inbox everyday, the things they say are awful and i want to get away from it, tbh. but thank you very much, you're very kind (:

#sprevitlupus#outofvagueness
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doodlebxg replied to your post: i don’t know whether i should just st...

#annoying cousin jess hopes to be one of the few?

of course honey, I'll message you.

allisonbreathe replied to your post:i don’t know whether i should just start again....

/touches face/ i’m sorry it’s gotten to this point. i hope your new blog is better.

it's okay. i guess they were right in saying it was my own fault, but yeah. thank you, i hope so too. feel free to message me if you want the new URL, but i'll probably follow you on it anyway ahaha.

#doodlebxg#outofvagueness#allisonbreathe
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i don't know whether i should just start again. make a new blog? because everyone is unfollowing from this one anyway, and tbh, everything on here makes me want to punch both myself, and a few certain other people in the face. so yeah, if you come onto my blog and see that it's gone, I've made a new one. 
#i will give my url out to a select few#outofvagueness
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Anonymous asked:

you're a homophobic, sexist cunt, and you should probably just kill yourself. trust me, it would benefit so many people if you weren't here. i bet you're a whiny little bitch with no friends outside of tumblr too.

Okay this is the only one of the millions of messages that I'm actually going to post. Just so that y'all don't end up sharing this anons opinion of me.Okay, let me just. Okay this is so triggering to me. I'm trying so hard not to let this bother me, for the sake of letting other people know and understand the shit I have to deal with. I literally have about ten other messages similar to this one sitting in my inbox right now, reminding me just how much of a failure I am, just how much of a fuck up I am. But that's not what I want to talk about. What I want to talk about is how wrong this is. This whole thing. Your whole message. I'm not any of that. I'm just a girl that has an opinion. And apparently that's something I'm not allowed to be on this god damn website. So thank you so much for this. I hope you are proud of your achievement. Well done, you made a girl cry, and realise just how little people really think of her. Thank you. 
#;questions for the creator#language cw#death threats cw#Anonymous
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everytime i refresh, my follower count goes down. i don't know what i've done, as i haven't really been around that much today, so if someone would like to inform me of why so many people have decided to leave, i would be very grateful. but for now i think i might go because i feel like crap, i just got anon hate, and im on the verge of tears.  ps, shout out to everyone in my askbox who made me feel like crap. thank you so much.
#outofvagueness
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