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@potofsoup / potofsoup.tumblr.com

this is mostly a Captain America artblog [master post] [AO3] Here's my art tag. I used to also reblog awesome artwork, gifsets and meta, but I'm but a shadow of my former self. My tags are a mess, sorry. if you hate tumblr inbox: potofsoupyfeels at gmail elsewhere: storenvy, patreon, soupy comics
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potofsoup discord server

Hi everyone,

Seems like things are being a bit wonky at tumblr recently. Also I miss posting ad hoc things but I'm too busy to properly engage with tumblr. So: I've set up a discord server where I'll post random stuff of what I'm currently working on, both fannish and not-fannish.

Don't know if it's something of interest, but here's the Discord invite link: https://discord.gg/fK3Sca8eZT

Also, in case tumblr spontaneously combusts, reminder that I do post all my fan stuff to AO3 under "potofsoup" and my original stuff to AO3 under "sushux", so you can always follow me that way.

(I'm hoping that tumblr won't combust. If it does, though, please tell me where you're going so that I can join the exodus.)

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Happy 10th year of me doing this dorky comic! Hope people don’t mind the fact that I haven’t really dabbled in Cap stuff for a few years, except for my weird yearly July 4th ritual. On AO3 here, and tumblr tag here. (2022 was about Dobbs, 2020 was about seeing the stars, 2019 was about building new systems, 2018 was about voting, 2017 was about immigration.)

Lots of posts out there on the 2023 Minnesota legislative session, but here’s the OG tumblr roundup post.

California is trying to divest its two largest pension funds from fossil fuels, but apparently today they decided to table it until next year. :/ I guess more meetings are needed! (productive ones, not ones that could have been an email.)

BTW I made a process post on my DW, if you like seeing how the sausage is made: https://summercomfort.dreamwidth.org/741581.html

OMG 2 weeks after Supreme Court struck down student loan forgiveness, Biden administration is figuring out other ways:

The Biden administration announced Friday that 804,000 borrowers will have their student debt wiped away, totaling $39 billion worth of debt, in the coming weeks due to fixes that more accurately count qualified monthly payments under existing income-driven repayment plans.  [...]
While not part of today’s actions, the Department of Education is also moving ahead with a separate and significant change to the federal student loan system that will enable Americans to enroll in a new income-driven repayment plan.  Some parts of the plan, which Biden is calling SAVE (Saving on a Valuable Education), will be implemented this summer and be fully phased in next year now that it has gone through the formal rulemaking process at the Department of Education. ... Once the plan is fully implemented, people will see their monthly bills cut in half and remaining debt canceled after making at least 10 years of payments.  

Basically they’re strengthening and expanding their income-driven repayment plans!  These basically say “pay a reasonable amount (given your income and family size) for x years and then the rest is canceled.”  The x has traditionally been 20-25 years, but now they’re adding a new 10-year repayment plan option!  The immediate $39 billion is for people who are currently in these repayment plans, where they’ve gone back and re-adjusted how they count payments so that those people can now stop paying. 

It makes me so happy to see all the EFFORT that has been going on behind the scenes, and that the Supreme Court decision isn’t an end to those efforts.  Go meetings go!

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Heyhey, here are some fanzines that I made in the Cap heyday of 2014-2016 that I don't want to keep in stock anymore. (Whenever I put them up at a con, people are like "awww, Stucky! I was so into that when I was 12!" and I'm like "eh heh yes the good old days" and internally feel like a desiccated corpse.)

Anyway, I'm selling the fanzines for $1 + shipping on my storenvy: https://potofsoup.storenvy.com/collections/2007395-clearance . The Stucky one there's only 3 copies left, the others are ~10 copies left. More info on the individual zines in each product description.

Probably by Aug 1 I'll recycle the rest?

Anyway, grab them now if you want them, I guess?

(sorry that shipping remains pricey as fuck ($3 US, $6 international))

WOW I’M BLOWN AWAY, THANK YOU!!! <3 <3 <3  All the Stucky and Ask!WS Bucky zines are gone, so what’s left are Lady Friends and To the Little Guys. You guys rock!  And thanks to all the people who tossed in a sticker or a print, too! <3 <3 <3 

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Heyhey, here are some fanzines that I made in the Cap heyday of 2014-2016 that I don't want to keep in stock anymore. (Whenever I put them up at a con, people are like "awww, Stucky! I was so into that when I was 12!" and I'm like "eh heh yes the good old days" and internally feel like a desiccated corpse.)

Anyway, I'm selling the fanzines for $1 + shipping on my storenvy: https://potofsoup.storenvy.com/collections/2007395-clearance . The Stucky one there's only 3 copies left, the others are ~10 copies left. More info on the individual zines in each product description.

Probably by Aug 1 I'll recycle the rest?

Anyway, grab them now if you want them, I guess?

(sorry that shipping remains pricey as fuck ($3 US, $6 international))

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Happy 10th year of me doing this dorky comic! Hope people don’t mind the fact that I haven’t really dabbled in Cap stuff for a few years, except for my weird yearly July 4th ritual. On AO3 here, and tumblr tag here. (2022 was about Dobbs, 2020 was about seeing the stars, 2019 was about building new systems, 2018 was about voting, 2017 was about immigration.)

Lots of posts out there on the 2023 Minnesota legislative session, but here’s the OG tumblr roundup post.

California is trying to divest its two largest pension funds from fossil fuels, but apparently today they decided to table it until next year. :/ I guess more meetings are needed! (productive ones, not ones that could have been an email.)

BTW I made a process post on my DW, if you like seeing how the sausage is made: https://summercomfort.dreamwidth.org/741581.html

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Happy 10th year of me doing this dorky comic! Hope people don't mind the fact that I haven't really dabbled in Cap stuff for a few years, except for my weird yearly July 4th ritual. On AO3 here, and tumblr tag here. (2022 was about Dobbs, 2020 was about seeing the stars, 2019 was about building new systems, 2018 was about voting, 2017 was about immigration.)

Lots of posts out there on the 2023 Minnesota legislative session, but here's the OG tumblr roundup post.

California is trying to divest its two largest pension funds from fossil fuels, but apparently today they decided to table it until next year. :/ I guess more meetings are needed! (productive ones, not ones that could have been an email.)

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chatgpt fic

I just asked ChatGPT to write Witcher fanfic:

prompt: can you write a short Witcher fanfic where Jaskier is hurt and Geralt confesses his feelings because he's very worried?

ChatGPT response: Here's a short Witcher fan fiction for you:

Jaskier had been injured while they were on their latest adventure. Geralt was beside himself with worry, pacing back and forth in the healer's tent as the old woman worked to mend Jaskier's wounds.

"Why did you have to be so reckless?" Geralt muttered under his breath, as he clenched and unclenched his fists nervously.

Jaskier gave him a small smile, trying to reassure him. "I'm fine, Geralt. It's just a few scratches."

But Geralt wasn't satisfied. He took a step closer to the bed, and Jaskier could see the concern etched into his features.

"Jaskier, there's something I need to tell you," Geralt said, his voice rough with emotion. "I've been hiding my feelings for too long. I'm in love with you."

Jaskier's eyes widened in surprise, but he could see the sincerity in Geralt's eyes."Geralt, I had no idea," he said softly.

Geralt took Jaskier's hand, holding it tightly. "I know I'm not the easiest person to love, but I promise to do everything in my power to make you happy."

Jaskier smiled at him, his heart overflowing with emotion. "I love you too, Geralt. And I always will."

And with that, Geralt leaned down and pressed his lips to Jaskier's, sealing their love with a kiss.

From that day on, the two of them were inseparable, traveling the world together and facing every challenge side by side. And no matter what life threw their way, their love only grew stronger.

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thanks for the lovely birthday wishes, @bcauseofreasons , @trickstermoose67, @bethofaus, @leveragehunters!  <3 <3 <3  I woke up to freshly-made miso soup and a card (joint effort of Mr. Soup and Miss Rutabaga (now age 6!! how did that happen?!)) and then in the evening we had longevity noodles and cake. :)))

And happy new year everyone! :D!!!

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Guyz I’ve been soooo blocked on creative stuff (I blame working too much and also somehow psyching myself out of writing over the summer), but I’m trying to make some progress, and I promised myself that I’d finish at least 1 fic this winter break, so here’s me, sliding in at the last minute.

Oh, it’s a Witcher fic about Geralt and Jaskier swapping clothes for funzies.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Catching up with Captain America - a Cap RBB fic

Written by your humble servant and art by @potofsoup

General // No archive warnings

No ships // Gen

Characters: Steve Rogers & Sam Wilson & Bucky Barnes

WC : 13k

We know Steve is on the moon. But he's coming back to Earth now! And the fact he's young again but skinny again with no superstrength is not gonna stop him for throwing himself into fights alongside his best friends, Sam and Bucky. After all, nothing could wrong!

Thanks to the mods of @capreversebb for this event!

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Ely_Pines wrote fun adventure hijinks with Sam, Steve and Bucky, featuring tiny!Steve!  There’s some great banter and plot twists -- thank you for the awesome fic!

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@alexandra-again sorry I tried to respond in the replies but my reply got long, so here it is in full:

Will it take 50 years? Yes and no.

As Steve said in the comic, there will be a lot of downstream effects that will happen much sooner, in, say, 5-10 years.  For example, if you are moving your local city government and school board to the left, they are the ones who are deciding on housing, education, police departments, public transportation, and the minimum wage.  If you are moving your state government to the left, they are the ones who decide on abortion, voting access, prison reform, etc.  All of those things *aren’t* explicitly restoring Roe v Wade, but they will make life better in infinite small ways.

What that will also do, is make it easier to do national-level things.  Greater voting access will make it easier to vote in elections for Congress and the Presidency.  Greater quality of life makes it easier for people to find the time and energy to vote and to participate in community.  One of the problems right now is that the Senate is voted by state (I put this awkwardly in the comic, leading to some confusion -- the state legislature doesn’t vote for US senators, but the people of each state does).  If you are liberal-leaning but living in a state that is toxic to you, you have a very big impetus to leave the state, which then leaves increasingly conservative states that continues to have two senators in the Senate. If, on the other hand, local and state level activism leads the downstream effects to make life in that state would be less toxic, then more people would be okay with staying and pushing the agenda even further left.

Also, this sort of state level activism will put progressive people in positions of power when national level things come into play.  When the 19th Amendment passed through the Congress, it needed to be ratified by 36 states, and the suffagettes were able to get 35 states to ratify it within half a year, even given the usual pace of legislative crawl.  How?  It’s because they were already active and ready on the state level in most of the Western states.  A lot of the states already had universal, or at least presidential suffrage.  Or, if you look at now, a lot of states are poised to ban abortion because the Republicans have spent decades locking up states legislature and gerrymandering the districts.

And that brings me back to the original question -- would it take 50 years to restore Roe?  Well, firstly, I’d like to challenge the question itself.  Is it that we want to restore Roe, which was a decision made by 7 justices in 1973, or is it that we want to create a more democratic society where the right to bodily autonomy is seen as a basic human right in all the states?  Personally, I think it’d be better to actually have something that enshrines reproductive rights (and so many other rights) in law, or, even better, in the Constitution, than relying on who happens to be in the Supreme Court at the moment.  

Supreme Court decisions can expand rights quickly, but it can also take those rights away equally quickly.  The pre-Roe abortion landscape is pretty complicated, but extrapolating from this CDC report from 1972, there were only 13 states that had relatively unrestricted abortion.  (18 if you’re counting in a different way, but a number of states were legal-in-name-only).  This is compared to 28 states that had at least presidential suffrage for women in 1919, and the 36 states that had legalized gay marriage by 2015.  13!  The Roe decision was a shortcut -- just because abortion was legalized didn’t mean that people’s minds were instantly changed.

And yeah, the long way around *will* probably take 50 years.  But (a) when we get there, we’ll have *actually* gotten there -- a constitutional amendment, or a bill that’s passed by a healthy majority in Congress, or >30 states that actually have abortion protections, and (b) we’ll have reaped SO MANY windfalls along the way, in terms of local and state level change.

This stuff takes time, but it is WORTH IT.

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Voting to reform a system built and maintained on white supremacy is a lost cause. I get where you're coming from, and I think your intentions are good, but please read the room. We don't need Marvel characters telling us to organize and vote, we need people to call for the end of the American Empire.

This country has never been worth saving.

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Hi, thank you for sending in an ask! Let me take this line by line:

"Voting to reform a system built and maintained on white supremacy is a lost cause" and “This country has never been worth saving.”

It's funny, because my spouse started saying this to me in the last few years, since Trump's election, and ... (a) I'm like “yup, this country is definitely built on white supremacy, as anyone who this system has oppressed has always known” and (b) my question is -- what are you going to do about it? *How* are you going to end the American Empire? Can you convince America to restore Hawaiian sovereignty? Restore native land? End the prison slavery system?

One of the reasons I used the women's suffrage movement in the comic is because the Constitution was written to protect white male land-owner (and mostly slave-owning) rights. The women's suffrage movement was able to successfully amend the Constitution to make it *slightly* less built on white supremacy.  The Equal Protection clause of the 14th Amendment is also pretty darn amazing, and not to mention the Civil Rights movement.  These things make my heart aflutter when I read about them, and inspire me to keep going.

But yes, this is a place where you (and my spouse) differ from me -- I believe in incrementally changing the system we have. You know what country is very pro abortion rights, and not built on White Supremacy? China.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  Every country’s got its own problems, so for better or for worse, I’m currently choosing to focus on the country that I have.  A reparations bill is making its way through the California state legislature. I've seen some articles about some states returning land stewardship to local tribes. A combination of multiple forces is making both EV and rail systems more viable in my region. Those are things that give me hope. You're welcome to join my spouse in taking down the American Empire (or leaving it altogether), but that's *your* to-do list, not mine.

"I get where you're coming from, and I think your intentions are good,"

Oh, thanks!

"but please read the room. We don't need Marvel characters telling us to organize and vote,”

Hmmm.... are you aware that this is a comic that I've drawn once a year on July 4th, for the LAST 9 YEARS? It helps me process the state of America from the very helpful perspective of Steve Rogers.  I know that Marvel has become synonymous with lazy writing and corporate greed in the past 5 years or so, but I encourage you to look into Steve Rogers’ character history -- would someone who took down all of SHIELD because it was too corrupt to be worth saving be pissed about the American Empire? I think yes. I have a very low opinion of Marvel in general, but I love the pragmatic idealism of Steve, the world-weary kindness of Sam, the tenacity of Bucky.  They are the Captain Americas of my heart. 

I drew my annual comic featuring my favorite Marvel characters talking about the importance of going forward even when your back is against the wall, because that’s the message that I needed to hear as I sat on my couch this past week trying to think through all this.  This is the message that I chose to spend my evenings drawing this week.

So -- please read the room.  Or at least my previous comics, so that you know what context I’m coming from.

“we need people to call for the end of the American Empire."

Mmmm yes.  Who is this “we” that needs other people to do this?  Who are these “people” that you think should be calling for the end of the American Empire?  By framing it this way, it’s definitely easier to have it be someone else’s task.  Are you going into everyone’s inboxes asking for this?  And what do you think happens when people are confronted with a task as big as “end the American Empire” or “end Racism” or “stop Climate Change”?  I’ll tell you what happens to me: I freeze up.  These systemic things in the abstract are too big for wee individuals like me to tackle, and so instead of activism, all you get is anxiety. 

One of the reblog tags from yesterday’s comic said that the comic was “#(terrifying in that unlike despair it asks for more than just our suffering and death)“ and ... yes.  Exactly.  It’s hard to both acknowledge that the systemic problems are too hard for an individual to tackle, *and then finding something to do anyway.*  It takes effort to break such a large task into small actionable steps.  It takes effort to build organizations and networks so that individuals can band together to take on systems.

So, if you have an organization dedicated to the end of the American Empire, that takes concrete action beyond just calling for its end, tell me and I’ll join. 

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I'm going to be polite in my response because you have been very courteous to me in responding to my ask. However I do want to stress that I am a communist and so I know more about history, politics, and organizing than you do.

There are groups you can join that will help you take actionable steps to reduce the amount of power that the government and corporations have over people. I promise you there is an anarchist collective in your city that you can join, you could unionize your workplace, you could form a tenants Union, or you could even just start going to local City Council meetings. I don't know where you live so I can't give you specific names or resources but I promise you they exist. You will probably encounter resistance in these groups because you are a liberal, but you will still be welcome.

I do not want you to despair, so I won't take away your comfort characters. But as somebody who is politically active I can promise you that the key to eliminating that anxiety, is to become politically active.

Your comic is well drawn, but tone deaf. The system has failed us because the system is not designed to align with our class interests. The Democratic party will not save you. Voting blue no matter who will not save you. We are out of time and you need to choose a side.

Well, given that I do go to local City Council meetings when I can, I’m in a poc group at work that is trying to diversify our workplace and agitate for equitable treatment, I’m pushing my housing complex to be more environmentally friendly, and part of my comic is to stress the importance of being politically active and doing more than vote, maybe we’re in more alignment that you think. 

Given that you’ve told me that you know more than I do without knowing anything about me, that I’m tone deaf, and that I would encounter resistance in anarchist groups simply for thinking that the system is worth working with, I think I’ll skip out on joining an anarchist collective.  I’ll keep doing the other stuff, though.

Thank you for your political activism, and good luck with your efforts!

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Voting to reform a system built and maintained on white supremacy is a lost cause. I get where you're coming from, and I think your intentions are good, but please read the room. We don't need Marvel characters telling us to organize and vote, we need people to call for the end of the American Empire.

This country has never been worth saving.

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Hi, thank you for sending in an ask! Let me take this line by line:

"Voting to reform a system built and maintained on white supremacy is a lost cause" and “This country has never been worth saving.”

It's funny, because my spouse started saying this to me in the last few years, since Trump's election, and ... (a) I'm like “yup, this country is definitely built on white supremacy, as anyone who this system has oppressed has always known” and (b) my question is -- what are you going to do about it? *How* are you going to end the American Empire? Can you convince America to restore Hawaiian sovereignty? Restore native land? End the prison slavery system?

One of the reasons I used the women's suffrage movement in the comic is because the Constitution was written to protect white male land-owner (and mostly slave-owning) rights. The women's suffrage movement was able to successfully amend the Constitution to make it *slightly* less built on white supremacy.  The Equal Protection clause of the 14th Amendment is also pretty darn amazing, and not to mention the Civil Rights movement.  These things make my heart aflutter when I read about them, and inspire me to keep going.

But yes, this is a place where you (and my spouse) differ from me -- I believe in incrementally changing the system we have. You know what country is very pro abortion rights, and not built on White Supremacy? China.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  Every country’s got its own problems, so for better or for worse, I’m currently choosing to focus on the country that I have.  A reparations bill is making its way through the California state legislature. I've seen some articles about some states returning land stewardship to local tribes. A combination of multiple forces is making both EV and rail systems more viable in my region. Those are things that give me hope. You're welcome to join my spouse in taking down the American Empire (or leaving it altogether), but that's *your* to-do list, not mine.

"I get where you're coming from, and I think your intentions are good,"

Oh, thanks!

"but please read the room. We don't need Marvel characters telling us to organize and vote,”

Hmmm.... are you aware that this is a comic that I've drawn once a year on July 4th, for the LAST 9 YEARS? It helps me process the state of America from the very helpful perspective of Steve Rogers.  I know that Marvel has become synonymous with lazy writing and corporate greed in the past 5 years or so, but I encourage you to look into Steve Rogers’ character history -- would someone who took down all of SHIELD because it was too corrupt to be worth saving be pissed about the American Empire? I think yes. I have a very low opinion of Marvel in general, but I love the pragmatic idealism of Steve, the world-weary kindness of Sam, the tenacity of Bucky.  They are the Captain Americas of my heart. 

I drew my annual comic featuring my favorite Marvel characters talking about the importance of going forward even when your back is against the wall, because that’s the message that I needed to hear as I sat on my couch this past week trying to think through all this.  This is the message that I chose to spend my evenings drawing this week.

So -- please read the room.  Or at least my previous comics, so that you know what context I’m coming from.

“we need people to call for the end of the American Empire."

Mmmm yes.  Who is this “we” that needs other people to do this?  Who are these “people” that you think should be calling for the end of the American Empire?  By framing it this way, it’s definitely easier to have it be someone else’s task.  Are you going into everyone’s inboxes asking for this?  And what do you think happens when people are confronted with a task as big as “end the American Empire” or “end Racism” or “stop Climate Change”?  I’ll tell you what happens to me: I freeze up.  These systemic things in the abstract are too big for wee individuals like me to tackle, and so instead of activism, all you get is anxiety. 

One of the reblog tags from yesterday’s comic said that the comic was “#(terrifying in that unlike despair it asks for more than just our suffering and death)“ and ... yes.  Exactly.  It’s hard to both acknowledge that the systemic problems are too hard for an individual to tackle, *and then finding something to do anyway.*  It takes effort to break such a large task into small actionable steps.  It takes effort to build organizations and networks so that individuals can band together to take on systems.

So, if you have an organization dedicated to the end of the American Empire, that takes concrete action beyond just calling for its end, tell me and I’ll join. 

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fyi -- have you guys heard about “the switch in time that saved nine?”  It’s about the court that FDR was trying to add justices to.  I came across it a few years ago when drawing the July 4th comic of that year, but man, it’s so dramatic -- the three liberal justices were called the Three Musketeers, and the four conservative justices were called the Four Horsemen.  Just... bless.

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Re: the latest Happy Birthday Steve comic, these comments are just sending me --

ahahaha I’m like “but I’ve been doing this since... 2014??”  And then realizing that that’s 8 years ago and Marvel fandom was very different then.  orz

(plus I’ve been inserting Steve into post-Endgame world because I can’t be a cap fan without Steve Rogers, and I’m sure that adds to the confusion.)

So I’ve just been ... drawing the same characters having conversations about America for 8 years while the world changed.  o.O   In my head it all feels like just yesterday, so I’m like “yes, I’ve talked about voting, building new institutions, and making fundamental change already”. Looking back to when I covered the Supreme Court Gay Marriage decision, wow, what a different time that was.  (Although I also mentioned the women’s suffrage movement in that one, too!)

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WELP, IT’S BEEN A YEAR

Are you tired of trying to look on the bright side, and to keep faith?  Cause I sure am.  But also -- the alternative is far less helpful in making the changes that we need.  So: to tiny steps in the right direction, to voting and all the million other things we do to bend the long arc of history.

8 previous years’ birthday comics on tumblr and AO3

(I guess I also have it in booklet format, too.)

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