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me: im fine

me internally: in all past bts videos jin is always holding a camera or looking on as the boys act, watching their stories unravel and capturing it on film, giving us the impression that he never focuses on his own story and what matters most to him are his friends. if the time travel theory is correct and jin is always trying to save his friends with no success that means he must have witnessed the rest of bts suffering/dying multiple times, which is slowly destroying him but he cant give up on the people he loves so he continues on again and again, except he’s starting to realize that it’s all a consequence of his self hatred and that he should try and forgive himself for his failed attempts and finally love himself but he cant bc he never did care about himself in the first place. even though he’s tired of trying to fix it, all he’s got are his memories of the good times with his friends and even if he knows his love for them cannot save them, he still puts on a different shit and tries again,,,,

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