I heard this randomly on my way home tonight, and a wave of memories flooded my brain. This song is more true now than it was 10 years ago.

One last notification. I'm over at @amazonianbitch I've deleted most of this blog, and I am signing out now. So I won't be able to access it anymore. 6 years on this fucking blog are over. Whelp. That's it.

In case you missed it, I'm over at @amazonianbitch now.

Update

Hey Guys.

So I have been unable to change my password on this account and lost access to my old email, so I’ve been stuck using my phone app only for the last few months. It sucks ass, and I’m finally buckling down to make a new one.

I’ll be closing down this account slowly, and moving over to my new one. You can follow me over there, if you like my shitty humor and stupid face.

K cool. It’s @amazonianbitch

Upper Trestle Falls. Row River, Oregon

This weekend’s adventure: Pinard Falls, Oregon

The day ended with a quick visit to Sahalie Falls. Oregon Fall is my favorite time of the year, and You guys can see why.

Cheers to a wonderful day of sailing

Tamolitch Blue Pool, Oregon

Being of the Night

Make it stop

Turn off my brain

Why does it keep reeling on

And on

And on

And on

Make it stop

Slow down and rewind

To the time when I can remember

That when I was tired, I went to sleep

Not staying awake,

Turning in my sheets

Asking myself how did I come to this place?

How do I get out of here?

Make it stop

I don't want it anymore

You can give this brain to someone else

Someone who could turn

And flip

Transform

Rearrange it

Make it stop

The lying games

I am tired of pretending that this insomnia is ok

That this is what I always wanted

And needed

That it actually doesn't scare me

Or worries me

Or makes me so stressed

That the cycle seems to repeat

Please, I want it gone. 

by Vivian Noller