Crazy how when you’re a kid you think “Black Sabbath and Ozzy (solo) are the coolest things ever, fuck you if you don’t agree,” and then as you get older you realize that’s a fact and not just youthful enamoration.
is anyone else just like. constantly filled with rage about their position under late capitalism and how we are expected to just keep playing this game that we know will literally kill us, is already killing people all over the world, and yet everyone around us is somehow fine with going about business as usual, with pretending we are free by being able to choose between different ways of being exploited. there is nothing more dehumanising than being forced to partake in a system that is actively detrimental to our survival as human beings, that is so physically, psychologically and spiritually destructive, and i don’t know how to deal with this anger anymore
We are crowned by our errors
And we're lost in the lone
Dare not look in the mirror
We've crowned a king with no soul
It makes me sad that most people around me are so unbelievably burnt out from work and life that they are just truly emotionally unavailable and don't even wanna use their energy for anything beside going out partying once a weekend
It's like watching friends who you've seen be silly and have deep talks work jobs to the point of stress where they are incoherent and respond to messages like legit 6 days later and not in a rude way but genuinely they don't have the mental capacity to do shit anymore
Working jobs and paying bills shouldn't take everything out of people to the extent it really does
Even when I'm off work and I had a shorter shift most of the time I truly have nothing left in the tank after the combo of emotions and physical labor
wheres seasons greasons
its that time of year again
It doesn’t have to be
its not optional
since tiktok censors kys i've been telling people to kys with this finnish hospital ad
I am so exhausted. I can't keep juggling 4 jobs but I'm STILL not earning enough to move away. I feel like I'm stuck in an endless charge and I cannot keep track of everything I'm meant to be keeping track of. I feel like I'm permanently running on 15% energy at best
Happy November, and remember: Halloween is a whole season (that isn’t over yet)!