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Daroga

@mazenderan-blog / mazenderan-blog.tumblr.com

Nadir Khan // The Daroga of Mazenderan // The Persian of Paris // Canon, Phantom of the Opera, Kay-based // Muse & Mun 21+ // Selective & Private RPer // Semi-Hiatus
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((Okay but @fantomexnoir and I were talking about a gosling imprinting on Nadir and now I just kind of need it? Like an AU where literally nothing changes except Nadir has a swan familiar.
This is a Serious Blog, I swear to God.))
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giveaway (part 2 of festivities a plenty)

To thank some of you beautiful people for being so wonderful to me and treating me with your presence, I want to have a giveaway for my followers! I’ll get straight to the point.

Rules!

  1. The giveaway is open to any of my followers that have followed me before this is posted (July 31st). To any new followers: Sorry! Maybe next time?
  2. Likes and reblogs do count. I don’t care how many times you’ve reblogged or liked it, as long as you don’t spam your followers and spam my activity notification. Because that’s just distasteful. 
  3. This will end at 8:00 PM CST on August 12th. I will close the giveaway and privately contact the winners, starting with first place. If first place doesn’t contact me within 24 hours, I will pick a new first place winner. Once first place has been claimed, I’ll officially contact the second place winner.
  4. You have to be able to give me your address so I can ship to you. I’m not necessarily averse to international shipping costs, unless shipping is outrageous for me. (I also live in the USA). Please, if you are not in America, feel like you’re being purposefully left out. We can chat (like I might give you an e-gift card instead of an actual item) about something else. 

Prizes!

So first place will get 3 of the following things, second place will get two, and first place will get one. These are a mix of Phantom things, and then also things that I personally love because I feel like it’s a giveaway from me so I want to give you things I care about? So! Here we go:

  • A Kat von D Everlasting Liquid Lipstick in the shade of your choice
  • A Too Faced Better than Sex Mascara
  • My favorite contour product + brush
  • Anna O’Byrne’s album DREAM
  • DVD of the 25th Anniversary performance at Royal Albert Hall
  • A Copy of Gaston Leroux’s novel
  • A copy of Susan Kay’s novel
  • Up to 25 dollars (not including shipping) at RJDaae’s redbubble shop
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Imagine: Nadir didn't go to Paris first after being exiled. Being in a city that would constantly made him think of his lost love was too painful. Eventually, he can't help himself and does go there after all, only to learn about the tragic affair of Mlle Daae and the de Chagny boy and the "ghost" who died out of love for her. Erik, on the other hand, died thinking Nadir never wanted to see him again because he blamed him for being exiled from his home.

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Wow.

Thanks Satan! Nothing like the smell of tragedy, angst, and tears to spice up the flavor of my soul! Gotta love that dramatic irony. Also gotta love the bleeding hearts of pharoga shippers smeared across the altar of your Satanic shrine!

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Persian!

The Persian phrase for “I miss you” is: “دلم برات تنگ شده ” which literally translated means: “My heart has shrunken thin for you” The phrase for “shut the hell up” is: “خفه خون بگير” which literally translated means: “Choke on your own blood”

there are two poles to this fucking language

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REMINDER

Please do not reblog my - or any other roleplayers’ - headcanons or RP posts without their consent. It is considered highly uncool and rude to reblog RP-related content that does not involve you/your characters. 
I know that drabbles and fanart policies vary from blog to blog, so if you don’t know, check! I, for one, would much rather have to answer a dozen asks about whether it’s cool to reblog a drabble than have to IM a dozen people to ask that they take something down or be blocked.
Because I really do love and appreciate my non-RP followers. I love all you guys and I’m glad you’re here. Just please be respectful!
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Singing in the Shah Mosque in Isfahan, Iran

The acoustics  in the 400 year old mosque are amazing & notes hang in the air with crystal clarity. The singer is a student from northern Iran visiting Isfahan & had always wanted to sing in the mosque because of its unique acoustic resonance qualities. You have to stand on the tiled square for perfect effect.

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Nadir’s Age(s) At Important Life Events

16: Marries Rookheeya 18: Becomes the Daroga of Mazenderan 18: Reza is born, Rookheeya dies in childbirth 25: Meets Erik 28: Helps Erik flee Persia, is arrested for treason, stripped of title and wealth 33: Is released from Mazenderan prison, given a modest pension and banished ??: Arrives in Paris 56: Erik goes nutzo and kidnaps Christine Daae. Nadir betrays Erik in an attempt to free Christine. 56-57: Erik dies. 80-84: Meets Gaston Leroux and relays Erik’s story to him.  84: “The Phantom of the Opera” is published

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What @mazenderanwife wants, @mazenderanwife gets.

The mad, blind haste westward was a blur of sunsets. Sunsets seen from hotel windows and roadsides. The oranges and blues lit and shaded Nadir’s mind and he couldn’t bring himself to look backwards each morning, towards the sunrise and the world he had left behind. There was nothing there for him but ghosts and grief. There was no guarantee that Paris would hold anything better for him, but as Nadir cast a side-along glance at his wife, he knew that anywhere but Persia would be a better home for her. If he had endured torture for his actions, she had suffered tenfold. Nadir would rather that he be stripped and beaten a thousand times, jeered at and called unspeakable things, robbed of his last shred of dignity than see Rookheeya spend one more day a pariah for her husband’s foolish choices. 

He wanted to wish that his family had never known Erik, that he had not been so blinded by strange and self-righteous loyalty, that he had let the magician suffer death at the hands of the Shah-!

But he could not. He could only wish that he would have assurance that his sacrifices - Rookheeya’s sacrifices - had been worth it. If he could not have that assurance, then surely Allah was merciful to give his little, broken family a verdant spring for the rest of their days, instead of the harshest winters and scorching summers they had known these last five years. 

Tonight it was - it must have been? - autumn. A gentle breeze blew the smoke of their campfire towards their eyes and it must have been the heat and haze that brought a sharp pain to his eyes. Nadir cast his gaze to the dying flames and in the softest of voices he said, “We should gather more firewood before nightfall.”

Before he had a chance to rise to his feet and shamble upon legs used to pacing a cramped room, Darius sprang up.

“Yes, Master,” he said. “You rest awhile.”

Soft gratitude touched Nadir’s heart but when Darius disappeared from view, a familiar, mad panic seized him by the throat. He could not breathe. Just as he could not look back at the sunrise, he could not let his eyes linger upon his wife for too long. Her brilliance would blind him; his shame, cripple him. He could not be alone with her and, in fact, had not been alone with her in their weeks - months? - of travel. The last time they had been alone together had been in Persia, the night of his release... The night she volunteered to join him in exile. The sentences they spoke to one another had not been satisfying since. The years spanned wider than miles between them. He did not know if he could reach her.

But he would never know if he never tried.

“I never asked,” he said softly. “Do you want to go to Paris?”

There was a whole, wide world for them to claim. If she but said the word, he would alter course come dawn.

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Drabble Prompts | Not Accepting |  RETROUVAILLES: the happiness of meeting or finding someone again after a long separation.

When Nadir was released to his sister’scare, there was only one person he longed to see. His nephews were allstrangers to him from the five years that he had spent in prison. His sisterseyed him warily; his brother-in-law would not even look at him. He had twoweeks to get out of the country. Two weeks. Which gave him only minutes – maybe hours – to plan. Nadir intended tobear the weight of exile alone but before he could do that, he needed to seethe only person in Persia who could possibly look him in the eye, who knew, whounderstood-

“Master?”

“Darius.”

Nadir stopped his mad rush towards thekitchens and turned to see his former servant, still cherub cheeked, but not asyouthful looking as Nadir remembered. There were lines under his warm, brown eyesthat spoke of some grief. They vanished, though as the two men came towardseach other like crashing waves and embraced. How unseemly it was for a princeto embrace a servant, how scandalous. No more scandalous, Nadir thought, thanan upstanding citizen to hug a treasonous criminal. And yet for all the scandalthey might have caused, Nadir clasped Darius firmly in his arms and could nottell who was crying harder, who felt more relief at the sight, sound, and touchof the other.

“Master-“

“Darius I-“

“Master, please I-“

“I’m so sorry-“

“The bags are packed and I am ready todepart as soon as you are able.”

Nadir fell silent and stared at hisservant – at his brother, his friend – and the tears stopped. His heartstopped.

“I would never ask that of you.”

“I know; that’s why I’m offering. I willnot be parted from you again, Nadir, unless you wish it.”

They departed in the night.

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Drabble Prompts | Not Accepting | ŞAFAK: the first skylight seen during dawn or just before the sun rise.

Nadir lived for sunrises, lived for them knowing that eachbrought with it a new day. Each banished not only the darkness of the sky, butthe darkness lingering at the frayed edges of his mind. He stood upon thebalcony and watched as pink and orange glow cascaded over the white buildingsup and down the Rue de Rivioli.

“You haven’t slept since I came to your home,” a musical andmelancholy voice said from the doorway of the balcony. “Perhaps it is best-“

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Nadir snapped. It was a stale,week-old argument; one he was unwilling to have, lest it spoil his perfectsunrise. “I have always enjoyed sunrises.”

The truth was more complicated than that, but the formerDaroga of Mazenederan didn’t dare untangle the knots in his heart. He didn’twant to know which feeling was true and which was false: gratitude that helived to see another day or despair that he knew in his bones that he wouldsoon return to watching dawn rise alone; a love for sunrises or a longing foran eternal and glorious sunset. Nadir looked skyward and waited for Erik toretreat back into the apartment. Instead he heard footsteps approach him –deliberate sound, no doubt, as Erik so easily moved on silent feet – and thenhe felt heavier air and breaths above his left shoulder. Even after all theyears and miles and anger between them, it was amazing that Erik’s presence didnot unnerve Nadir. This was a man who had killed – who had nearly killed Nadirbut a week ago – but whose sins he could not only forgive, but acquit.

“Do you think she enjoys the sunrise as you do, Daroga?”Erik asked.

There was only one unspoken “she” between them. Nadirinhaled sharply and shut his eyes. He imagined Christine Daae upon a hotelbalcony in some foreign land. Perhaps she was Christine de Chagny now, perhapsher husband hovered at her left shoulder. The shuddering exhale shook Nadir’sbody so violently that he gripped the railing for support.

He didn’t have to imagineChristine upon a balcony, waiting for daylight. He’d been doing the same thingfor a number of decades. Erik had the astonishing ability to make one fall morein love with the sun than they ever thought possible.

“I wish you enjoyed the sunrise,” Nadir said instead. Hetwisted his hands around the wrought-iron railing. “Look at it, Erik. Today isa new day – for all of us. For you,too.’

A scoff. A breeze where Erik formerly was. Nadir tore hiseyes from the lightening sky to see that Erik had moved across the balcony, ifonly to languidly drape himself over the rail and stare not at the sky, but atthe roofline of the city.

“I see why you enjoy sunrises alone,” he said. “I always thought you a sentimental fool, butthere’s no need to be maudlin.”

Nadir, usually so peaceful, so skilled at taking Erik’scriticism in stride.

“I hope Christine Daae enjoys the sunrise even more than Ido,” he said venomously. “I hope she enjoys it with her husband at her side and without wondering what’s become of the manwho would have stolen her every sunrise from now until eternity.”

Nadir expected Erik to lunge at him, to throttle him, tothrow him off the roof. But instead, Erik stood straight and looked him in theeyes. In the brilliant sunrise, Erik’s eyes sparkled with ambers and oranges ofthe brightest fires. And yet there was something immeasurably sad and smallabout him – about his spirit – as hit rose up into those eyes in the form oftears.

“I hope so, too,” he murmured. “Believe me, Nadir, I hopefor nothing more now.”

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((I have all these drabble requests here and drabble/headcanon requests on @actofgenius. I kinda want to knock some of all that out today. Get back in the swing of writing.
I’m also trying to clear out my drafts by either doing them or deleting them. If there is something you are extremely attached to on any of my PotO blogs, tell me. I may still have to drop it - it’s been at least a month on some of these drafts and i can’t remember where my head was at, much less my characters’ heads. But. Yeah. Talk to me.
Once I’ve cleaned up a little of this mess, I’ll get on making starter calls.
Peace!))
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