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So tired of this feeling...

So Thankful 🙏🏽💐 #FinalYearExhibition #iDidIt

I've been paintin', I've been paintin' 🏄🏽

I am lacking so much sleep that I feel physically ill. Lifting my teacup seems to be a Herculean task. I don't think I should be operating heavy machinery...my processing is so slow. I tried to do some yoga this morning to try and rejuvenate myself. I could not hold a single pose for more than 30 milliseconds. I think my brain has lost the ability to process the feelings of hunger and thirst because I have not felt them in days...I only eat when I feel faint. I'm on the last chapter of my thesis...can I do this? So this is final year. Interesting. **the readability of this post brought to you by autocorrect. Autocorrect, like your asshole best friend, its only useful when you really really need it.**

🌜Get Away🌛 #absolutetranquility #simplethings 💛🙏🌞 (at Grand Rivere)

So I just experienced the worst case of woman-hating, male-entitled behaviour that I have ever experienced in my life. I'm having a lovely day running my errands. I decide to go to sinful skin and get a retainer for my nose piercing because I have job interviews tomorrow and apparently nose rings are offensive 😒. (Btw I'm excited! Sinful skin has gold nose hoops now 😩🙏🙌 I'll be returning for one very soon.) Anyway...as I'm walking into the shop I am confronted by a truck load of workmen. One tries to get my attention under the guise of courtesy by greeting me with a "good evening dahlin." I make a habit of not responding to displays of "manners" that are dripping with thirst, like this one was. So I ignored him. He did not like the fact that a woman took ownership of her own body and her right to speak to whomever she pleases. The well-mannered-mask came off quick as a whip. "Yuh see how alya is!" His friends joined in. "Ah go chook yuh up da dress. Wah tattoo yuh goin an take" etc etc... I was stricken with fear when the door did not open at my first tug. I did not want to have to walk past these men again. Thankfully the door opened moments later and I was greeted inside by a man (I believe his name is Ryan). All of my interactions with him are always so pleasant. He is a beautiful human being. Thanks to him i almost immediately forgot about the encounter. Funny though...with his ear gauges and numerous tattoos, society would label him as dangerous and scary. These men had not a tattoo or piercing in sight and they were some of the most terrifying human beings I have ever come across.

.🌜5🌛. .She Sees Herself For All She Is.All Loving.All Trusting.The Quietest Of Whispers Amidst The Chaos.Listening.Learning.She Has Faith.She Is Progress & Perfection. (at with Luna luv🌚)

SelfPortrait No.3 🌜🌛 Getting there.