Does It Make You Feel Alive?

sterekdimples and I did a thing and now we're seeing One Direction in Buffalo next Thursday. This is why I absolutely love my coworkers 💜💚 anyone going to the Buffalo show. Let's meet up and be friends!

If PEOPLE magazine and EOnline are reporting a hiatus, I believe it. I know what you're thinking how the fuck can I? But I follow media closely and those are the only two outlets I can genuinely say know their shit and who I trust. If they didn't, they would have retracted it immediately. I've been following them for forever but with that being said, I'm happy they're reaching a point where they're able to take time for themselves. They've done five albums in five years. Have been on four world tours. Have won countless awards. Let's put ourselves in their shoes. Could we be away from home, our families and our friends for months at a time? Could we fathom being so exhausted yet having to perform an absorbent amount of songs every night? I know I wouldn't be able too. I commend those boys. I idolize them for their work ethic. They are Directioners number one fans. They wouldn't do this if it wasn't absolutely necessary. Change is good. Change is growth. Change is worth it. Maybe I'm at a place personally to understand how scary change is but also how rewarding it can be. I've learned to do things on my own and succeed. I've learned that I have to take risks to fail. And they need to learn that too. Failure is scary but it's such a learning experience. They deserve that as much as we do. Also, let's think of what they've done for us. They've given us more than a fandom but a family. Half of us wouldn't be friends with some people if it weren't for these boys. Think of all the friends you've made. All the people you've interacted with globally. How many people you have to lean on when things get tough. We've learned that working together is better than working apart. We've learned how powerful we are and how much we can make a difference. So let's let them have their time apart. Maybe we need it too. Time to find our love for them again like we had the first time we heard them sing. Let's take the time to appreciate them more. Let's take the time to grow as a fandom. It's just a break guys. Sometimes we need it. They're growing and so are we. And just like the other special people in our lives, let's let them experience change. Let's help them grow. We owe that to them. We also owe it to ourselves. If anyone needs someone to talk to about this. Always know my messages are open! We got this guys. It's not the end. OT4: here to stay.

I find it incredibly unlikely for One Direction to not tour a fifth album when they've been doing it this long. But, if they don't I won't be upset because they deserve time off. They haven't stopped in five years and I know it's sad, but they're human and this fandoms love for them goes beyond the music. We love them as if they were our friends and family. And don't we only want what's best for people closest to us? It's not the end guys. People deserve a vacation to pursue other things. It's all going to be fine. Just wait for the boys to confirm or deny. Don't work yourselves up over a rumour as of right now. All the love xo

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I may be going to On The Road Again Montreal. Oh my sweet baby Jesus

I never thought NASA and I would have anything in common ... Yet we're both so far up one direction's ass that we can't get out!

sterekdimples and I have made it to One Direction. Have fun tonight my Toronto Directioners. We'll keep you all posted!

Ready for one direction tonight

I need to find out how the hell I'm finding one direction tomorrow and how I'm going to do it discreetly without them knowing I intentionally looked for them. sterekdimples eaton centre is a must tomorrow!