Underwater rn but i see the light. This is going to be a long ending to this month.

I just need to start pushing for residual income bc commissions and client work keeps me too busy all the time.

Im an idiot who cant spell 😭😭😭😭 i always flip stupid letters and numbers 😪

Mental brain dump/rant.

Not sure if I’ll even post this but i miss the days of word vomiting on a rando social platform and walking away. Note pads and pencils don’t really feel the same and pouring emotions into artwork forces them to fester a bit longer and sometimes I just wanna get shit outta my head.

I’m noticing that i like and physically need to stay busy and when I feel like there is a lack of progression, I start to crumble. 🥺 I just want to continue to feel like im moving forward but tbh I cant tell if wtf im doing is going to be worth it/ successful in 5+ years.

And i can feel the judgement from ppl and I hate it.

My love ❤️🔥

I just want a place to scream into the void where people barely know me😂😂😂