End

So much shit has happened. Logan put his hands on me. Charges are pending with the DA. I’m homeless. He took everything. I can’t leave the state because of the pending charges. The girls are back home. I started working. I’m going to transfer close to home. I managed to get a car. They’re taking my entire first paycheck but at least it’s a car. I fucked up. I’m trying to find a positive in all this. I’ve got a car and at least that’s going for me. I’ll have a car to get back home. A car with AC. Now we wait.

I made a mistake coming. But I will persevere. I always do. In the meantime I will be sad, angry, hurt, whatever. I’m human. I’m allowed to have feelings. I didn’t come here to be with him. I came here so Mak would have him again and Aubrielle would meet him. Since she only met him at a few days old. All I wanted was what I thought was best for them. And it wasn’t. Their father isn’t prepared to be a father. Or even an adult. I get the repercussions of this decisions and he gets away with it yet again. I will survive.

I’m tired of the fighting.

I moved hundreds of miles to co parent and we can’t even be friends.

It feels just like I’m back in 2012

Interviewed for  today. (Again) Got invited back for tomorrow:) I hope I’m rehireable!!

Happy.