coming to terms with the fact that i will never be lusted after, desired, or found physically attractive to anyone for the rest of my life.

sobering.

shoulda killed myself years ago 

things are getting better

love being treated like i just killed the family dog every time a minor inconvenience happens in this house 

on the up side i only wanted to kill myself like 4 times today, so that’s an improvement 

welp

i guess we doin this shit again

W

is TUmblah TiMe my frens 

positivity.

I used to be so happy and full of confidence....and now, I’ve become nothing short of a self deprecating slob whose sole purpose in life is to take up space and slowly and unintentionally wring the life out of everyone I come into contact with.

Sometimes the "realest" actions are not calling out someone for their mistakes and letting the repercussions of their actions speak for themselves.