Psa.

So i have come to the conclusion that i am going to archive this account here, if there are threads that you would like to continue or anything like that...let me know, i hate doing this but i need to do this for me...i have posted and will post the new place i will be if anyone cares to follow me there... 

!:outofarrows: will be over here, thinking about Archiving this account and permanently moving here. 

--- if i was to archive here, would anyone care if i was gone? 

                      " ----I thought that i had this under control...but i guess not, and i have no clue what i am doing right now...or how to fix it.."

-waves-

                  Small lean fingers danced over her phone quickly as she took a breath in slowly not sure what to do anymore, sure she had been making sure that her father and Mrs McCall were happy with her seeing someone but she knew that they were no help at all. fingers danced across the screen on her phone a part of her wondering why she still had the number that she stopped at. she also knew that a part of her wanted to make amends with him as well, she was sure…that her and Scott were over he had not talked to her in what seemed like months and half that time she was not sure what was really going on, so a vacation would be nice. playing with the phone for a few more moments before taking a breath in slowly and composing a message.                            " I am sure that i am the last person you want to hear from right now…but…can we talk please…"                    she looked at the Screen once again before sending the message hoping that he had not changed his number or anything, she was not sure why he was doing it but she knew that she needed someone and well they were close before well her break in a way. she closed her eyes for a moment as she chewed on her bottom lip a little tears threatening to fall once again, she was a mess…something she did not want to be, but she knew that Scott meant everything to her…and it felt like it was done between them.                           " Come on answer…"                           she whispered to herself as she took a breath in slowly looking at her phone for a moment before tossing it back to the bed and chewed on her lip once again before hearing it buzz as she quickly looked at it seeing that it was him as a small smile crossed her lips, it was the first real smile that she had in months as she sat there and read his message. 

Feeling really shitty right now, but I am hoping to still push out some replies...