I’m too sad to get out of bed and my daily calorie intake lately is half of a toddlers, I miss being happy

Can someone please tell me why this man has bought me Tiffany jewellery, told me he loves me and wants to have a daughter with me- to now leaving me on read, saying he doesn’t want kids and “I deserve better”

I don’t understand

I’m petrified of getting bad again

I wish I was high rn

Entertain your girl or someone else will

I’m genuinely done trying to think that the perfect guy for me loves me more than I love him- impossible

Can’t believe I’m once again feeling like this

Disregard my feelings that’s ok

It’s shit liking someone so much more than they like you

Wishing something or someone would kill you because you’re too pussy to do it yourself

Depersonalisation is the the worst feeling in the world, I’m empty and haven’t felt an emotion in so long