as my stomach churns I reflect back on my life
in detail, mind you.
Ovarian cysts rupture beneath an overworked liver, and inflamed intestines twist and tango out a dance I’ll be glad to forget.
brain waves no surfer wants brain cells dying by the day
but there is no casting out, diminishing or even setting aside-
my body is an aging temple mildew and mold run amok I’m out of four leafed clovers and that’s okay,
because sometimes my mind’s eye smiles back at me because sometimes I truly do love this poor excuse for a body.