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So I'll Just Keep On Building Bridges

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a space for self reflection and documentation of personal growth
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Every few months it hits me. Always lingering in the back of my mind, I'm never quite sure what to make of it. I am envious of how he constantly manages to live in the present. All the while, I can't help but remain fixed on the future. How can I live a life so effortlessly full of love? How do I create fond memories for those I hold dearest? How can I make the most out of something that pains me so much when I'm haunted by how soon it could it all end? It isn't his fault. It isn't a choice he got to make. But still, every few months it hits me.

different stages of grief (but it’s all part of the process)

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I appreciate that what’s good in life won’t come easy. It simply won’t. Without the obstacles, the trials, the tears, I wouldn’t be who I am today. I’m proud. I’m proud that I decided to stand not fall, to swim not sink, to dream not die. I’m proud I’ve made it this far and that I’m still willing to keep going. I want the good despite the challenges. I want to say that I’ve stared life in the face and won my battles. My fight isn’t over quite yet.
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Finding balance isn’t easy in a world full of change. The weights we carry will constantly shift and the truths we hold onto will slowly but surely fade. Delicate it may be, balance is what we must cling to the hardest because even when everything seems to be falling apart, who we are in times of need is what will always stay the same.
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Why waste time searching for the faces I used to know when in all reality, I now couldn’t single them out in a crowd. People come and go, times change and so do the ones that surround us. We grow apart. So much so that what we thought we knew becomes unrecognizable, because what we thought we knew isn’t what we know now. The people we thought were ours just end up becoming a part of the crowd. Yes, people come and people go. Even so, I’m glad I got a moment with you despite all the odds.
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Anonymous asked:

What if I forgive someone for hurting me, and one part of me wants to give him another chance, wants to be with him, but another part of me doesn't, because I lost the trust in this guy, and although I forgave him I'm still scared that he will hurt me again.

Overbearing pain should never outweigh your trust. Love hurts, but true love finds room in the midst of the pain. If what you have is real and you feel he can regain your trust, shoot for the stars, but please keep in mind how it feels to fall short because sometimes forgiving also comes with forgetting what once was and learning to move on.

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