Yesterday was my hair trial run. I'm in love with how it turned out! We also ordered our little cake for just us and cupcakes for the guests. Flowers were ordered. On a not so good note, our pastor bailed on us last night. He said he didn't know his nephews wedding was the same day... So now I have to find someone to marry us in three weeks.

I am so excited for this photobooth.

Sneak peaks of my Breakfast at Tiffanys bridal shower on Sunday. My MOH and I are making a DIY photo booth. I'm so excited with how it is turning it out! Picture 1: this is what the backdrop will look like for the photo booth. Picture 2-4: photo booth props Picture 5: a bandana for my sweet girl to wear.

One year ago today you asked me to be your wife. 37 days until I am.

I'm definitely a Seattleite.

I love rainy days. I love the coziness of it. Steamy mugs of coffee, Netflix, and my favorite blanket. Perfect.

This morning I woke up to my handsome fiancé cooking breakfast and handing me a cup a coffee. It's the little things ❤️

Bachelorette party dress. Check! 👌🏻

Chaos is

Being your best friends maid of honor for her wedding in August while she is my maid of honor for June. I love planning together, but my goodness two weddings is a lot of work!

Wedding favors are done! Our flowers are sunflowers and our favors are sunflower seeds.

Forever crafting. 50 days until the wedding.

I’m finally learning to be me.

For as long as I can remember I have always looked at girls with platinum blonde hair and been envious. I always wanted the bleach blonde hair, but I was never brave enough to actually do it.

A few month ago I had a severe panic attack that landed me in the ER. I mean I completely lost it. Crying, screaming, throwing things. It wasn’t me. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I always knew that there was something wrong. I mean I constantly feel like nothing is good enough. There are days where I can’t physically get out of bed. I always tried to put on a good show for everyone around me though.

Since my ER visit, I have started seeing a counselor and I started on an anti-depressant. I’m finally starting to enjoy life again. Kevin is the first person that I have felt like I completely break down to and not be ashamed. I am so thankful for him.

Changing my hair color may seem like a small things, but to me it shows that I am getting my confidence back and I am not afraid to be me.

Thank you Kevin for supporting me in this difficult time and encouraging me to be myself. I will forever be grateful to you. I love you.

Rainy days are made for crafting, large, steaming mugs of coffee, and marathoning Greys Anatomy. 

 Bridesmaid gift #1 completed. I just have to add a mint ribbon bow to them.

I just went back and looked through all of posts.

And I’ve decided that I need to come back to tumblr. I love looking back on all of our memories that I spent the time to document. With two months until our wedding, I think we would both like to look back and read about the details leading up to our big day and the next chapter in our lives.

I also miss all of you. Lately I have been trying to catch up on everyones blogs. I hope you all have been doing well!

Thankful for my little family.

Enjoying the fire.

Days like today make me want to say screw nursing school and pursue photography.