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On a Good Day

@mary-on-fire / mary-on-fire.tumblr.com

Connor - 21 - Florida
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“Better Living Through Chemistry”

Her mind goes up and down, as she’s unable to control All of the horrible feelings she feels deep within her soul She knows her brain is a liar, while it festers and congeals And she just wants some modicum of control over the way she feels.

So she tries to escape the void by trying pills of every kind Prescribed different combinations to see what she can find The right balance is quite tricky, and the side effects are a chore She still wants to be herself, and not a soulless vacant bore.

Searching through the galaxy to discover what works for her It can take months to know if it’s working, and the days become a blur In the empty void for so long, it’s hard to know what feels right But she’ll settle for not wanting to tear her face off, each and every night

Hopefully someday soon she’ll be comfortable in her own skin, And until that time comes, she can only try and try again.

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EMESH

[noun]

a Sumerian god of vegetation. He was created, alongside the god Enten, at the wish of Enlil to take responsibility on earth for woods, fields, sheep folds, and stables. He is identified with the abundance of the earth and with summer.

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