Goodbye Freedom

Well, it seems like I don't even have a say in how I want to live my own life.

Sometime's it's better to be numb. Rather than having expectations from people around you, it's better not to have expectations at all. It's better not to hurt nor be affected by other people's actions. 

Why do you even keep on hoping that anything will change if the person herself doesn't even have any intention to do so. 

This will be my final move, my final act of showing that I care. After this, I won't be willing to do anything for you anymore. 

You have definitely disappointed me. You never even cared

You're at a crossroad and you have to make that ONE decision. Otherwise, you'll be stuck forever

vanity

am friggin missin my long hair.. how long before it grows out?

I miss my mom. I don't like how we are right now. Everyone is stressed and it is caused by one person. I'm sorry but it's too much. 

You would think that your life is your own to live but no, other people will always think they have rights over yours. To what extent should you show gratitude? Surely not to an extent where you don't feel it's yours anymore. 

4 hours commute, drenched, tired, hungry.. and they think I'm fucking hysteric.. I'm just deadly tired you creeps

My god, I missed listening to muse

When you feel so suffocated, you just want to run

I can't even rely on my own family.