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this is so foreign i feel like i have the body of me from 2016 right in my arms and i dont know what to do with her this is overwhelming

omg i found this account

i was going through accounts linked with my email and remembered this tumblr and oh my god being back here is so weird it feels like me on here 5 years ago was a different person it’s so weird, i high key miss it and i genuinely feel 2015/2016 me was when i felt the most,,, me before i lost my personality and social abilities to depression and an eating disorder lmao (and i thought that 5 years ago i was in such a bad place it could only get worse lol i WISH) i just remember how many EMOTIONS i used to feel, both positive and negative this is weird i hate nostalgia i hate what my life has become i hate how I'm not myself anymore. i still want to wonder through woods and look at stars and go to the moon and think about the nature of the universe bc im PRETENTIOUS (also planning on doing a degree in arts-physics and cosmology lmao i never grow up) except these days im almost an adult en/ lmao i JUST realised this sounds like ‘Used to dream of outer space, but now they're laughing at our face Saying Wake up, you need to make money’ lmao what a quirky teen amirite,, also not @ how that song was very prominent in the creating of this account and then it died and WOAH nothings changed we love a bit of cyclic structure, better kill myself now so someone can write a depressing poem about the withering flowers i wear in my hair and the flame that slowly dies when the oxygen in my lungs decays and how everything starts and ends the same. don't know what the point of this is, im just rambling at this point 

tldr i miss 2016 me, i still want to travel to cities and watch stars and i talk to someone about the universe, my depression is crippling and i feel no emotions, someone come and travel with me and save me before i inevitably kill myself 

hope you fuckers are well