if I shock you
I am sorry--
it’s the emotional static
built up on the surfaces of my insides
from being rubbed the wrong way
too many times, and over, and over
if I seem to spark
and crackle
at the slightest contact
I am sorry--
it’s the emotional static
my positive
and negative
are imbalanced
my brain is catching cosmic background ratiation
and my thoughts feel misplaced by it
and meaningless
and jumbled.
it’s just the emotional static
that I can’t quite seem
to discharge.