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what I want my days to be: waking up early to study languages, reading books, taking walks, writing
what my days are: lying in bed far too long, watching YouTube, refreshing Tumblr
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I made some candied lilacs and they are just so pretty! 🌸
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Neo Geo Pocket color vibe
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A default ring tone is heard. 100 moms look at their purses.
I’ve actually played the default iPhone ringtone at full blast at Jo-Ann’s during a quick shopping trip. Just so I could make them slow down to dig their purses out from under a giant pile of bulk fabric, so I could get to the only open checkout lane with my ten items before I had to spend half an hour waiting for them.
I am, in fact, going to hell. But I’m having fun on the way I guess.
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can tongues in fanfiction stop fighting each other for dominance, let them come home from war
I feel like I'm dying right now.
Pro tip: no matter how shit your day is, don't get drunk on a work night.
#mine#alcohol#I passed out at some point last night and have no idea when or how#I was at the movies with a friend and we had to leave early because I was a wreck#I make some pretty great decisions sometimes#I feel sick and can still taste the alcohol in my mouth#idk how people do this regularly#I don't even feel up to working atm
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Ugh I absolutely hate DA submissions so putting this on tumblrs
Some terrarium pixel bgs I made! hopefully I’ll have time to make a couple more
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Small Yuri on Ice watercolors. Painted most of these a month back and forgot about them haha!
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honestly the most annoying thing about this website is that unless you write out every single detail about your personal life everyone just likes to assume that u live a happy, pleasant, worry-free life without struggling with anything that could possibly hold you back and it’s like??? i’m not about to list everything about my mental health in extensive detail or provide y’all with medical history but it costs zero dollars to mind your own business and not assume someone’s a-okay just because it’s not listed in their fucking tumblr description
Someone told me I didn’t have cancer cause I didn’t post about it enough
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moodboard: victor nikiforov ( insp )
— “when i get away from skating, two L words come to mind: life and love. i’ve been neglecting both for over twenty years.”
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Whelp.
#mine#personal#I'm ironically with my friend at her therapists office#sitting in the therapists personal waiting room/lobby area#honestly just sitting here is relaxing so yay that#I really need my own therapist#after screwing up at my old college and missing my appointment after oversleeping#I just never went back#I need to stop ranting on here though#just gonna intentionally keep this stuff in the tags now
Reasons why I don't vent to my mom: Getting told that I'm fully in control of my emotions and can just will myself to not feel miserable. Also that I shouldn't take my dads constant criticisms and insults to heart. Even though he's made a note to make me hate myself my entire life. Then she pulled the whole "you're not the only one whose life is bad" shit and I'm just so done. I literally just wanted her to finally really understand how depressed and miserable I've felt for years and she refused to even listen to me.