that’s rough, buddy

my favorite thing is seeing women complain about things on tiktok that would likely have become an issue if things continued and i’m like lol not to assume things. but i’m screaming when they quote stuff that was said.

i’m also laughing bc i asked my friend like 4 days ago a basic question and they just got back to me and they said, “sorry for this late ass reply” then answered my question

and i get a “sorry my fingers didn’t type fast enough for you” response when I point out several things came before the apology lmfao but you understood and felt my feelings were valid tho?!???

choose your scandal fighter

break ups are stupid. i want to be feelingless about this

just two strong black men working hard on a gen

the up and downs of a break up are so rough and silly bc my overall opinion is “yeah it’s for the better” but then i think of something i wanted to do. and now im sad.

i’m so glad i’ve experienced unrequited love in my youth bc experiencing it now still hurts but not as much. but i am more angry bc back then i didn’t really express my feelings so it made sense i just got stepped on.

this time i did, and said that i’ve gotten stepped on because of this request i’ve made and in the end that was one of the things that made him hate me. the other being this oxymoron of “no i didn’t tell you bc you’re a new person” and “why didn’t you ask me about this? dont you have empathy?”

mind you this is a man who’s made a joke at my expense about the guy who dumped me on my birthday like …

the idea that you think you have more empathy than me a pisces stellium is insane. Not to bring astrology into this bc i’m not that serious about this point. but lol it’s just actually really accurate for me.

Asking me if I like mean women is crazy. Who let Sags out of the house? (the answer is yes)

“this wasn’t happening to me”

“i expected support and empathy but i didn’t get that”

BUT I THOUGHT IT WASNT HAPPENING TO YOU? So it wasssss happening to you and you didn’t update me at alll like i said !!! and now i’m upset bc i thought you were being forgetful. but you were being forgetful and insincere!!!

like y’all idk when i’ll get over this im so fucking irritated.

easily starting therapy again soon bc like i feel soooo gaslit by this situation. it’s fine to think i could have done something better. it’s not fine to berate me basically for having a trigger that you are WELL aware of. Just because you’ve triggered me on a day where you’ve experienced a hardship.

Like not having context for 12 hours from someone i genuinely could see a long term future with is insane. And absolutely justifies the question of “what are we?”

you think I should have waited and spared you but maybe i was tired of waiting and wouldn’t have needed to even say this if you cared about me lmao

like i kept shoving the L word down, trying to be normal. and you’re out here feeling like this isn’t going anywhere.

what an L i’ve taken