Random rant about dreams and parallel universe

"What if the things that happened to us in our dreams actually happened to our counterparts in a certain parallel universe?" Aaaand so when my friend had told me that, I remembered this constant dream that I always have about this guy who is supposed to be my husband. And in those dreams of mine, he was really sweet, kind, cheerful, witty, protective, and gentle. He didn't make me feel giddy and all but he made me feel safe and comfortable. And for the first time, I actually liked being in a relationship with someone even though it was only in a dream. Know what? 2 years later, I ACTUALLY MET HIM. He was almost the same as the one from my dreams...sweet, kind, cheerful, witty,protective and gentle. The only difference is that...he's gay. I don't mind him being gay, I mean, I'm totally cool with it since I support the lgbt society but...it's just that...QAQ JUST WHEN I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE THAT I REALLY LIKE, WHY CAN'T I HAVE THEM WHY MUST MY OTHER SELF IN THAT DREAM HAVE HIM? WHY CAN'T IT BE IN THIS WORLD? QAQ But seriously and honestly speaking, I'm happy and content being his friend because I get to see him happy with his boyfriend. What matters most is that he's happy and as long as he is, I'm just gonna watch over him from a distance （＾◇＾） And Im so sorry for posting this rant I know I shouldn't have done this here but I really just need to take this off my chest QwQ it makes me sad and happy at the same time that he's happy with someone else QwQ