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Perfection is a disease of a nation
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It's never too late to say Thank You for all the birthday greetings and wishes! I'm on my quarter life now and I feel so blessed. God finally answered my prayers this year, and here I am working in Singapore to have a bright future ahead. Challenges may come, but Thank God he is really good. He is always there to guide me to get through it. :) Words are not enough to Thank HIM for all the blessings. I have a very supportive and loving family. Trusted friends who maybe miles apart, but so close to my heart. Oh, one thing is lacking, love life! Hahaha! Anyways, I'm loving my life lol. I know he'll just come when God says it's time. :) I love you all! Thank you for making my 25 years of existence colorful and meaningful! Mwaaah! (at Singapore)

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It's just a bad day, not a bad life

So far, this is the hardest and most challenging part of my life. I’ve been.through a lot of ups and downs, stumbled and fall, but this is really the toughest that I’ve been through. And it happened days before my 25th birthday. My most awaited quarter life. You know what? sometimes I hate being happy, cause it doesn’t last long. Some undesirable circumstances may occur, especially when you never expected it. I feel like this is my saddest birthday celebration ever. Cause the whole world just turned upside down after hearing the bad news. But prayers are indeed very powerful. HE listened to my prayer, and until now I still can’t believe it. Thank you soo much Dear Lord, it may be very difficult and hard to accept at first, but you are so great and good. It’s hard cause I’m away from my family, but I thank you Dear Lord for always being there to listen to all my heartaches. I will also forever be thankful for letting Kate enter in my life. She’s one of the bestest friend I’ve ever had. We already treated each other as sisters. Thank you so much for giving me a trust-worthy sister from another mother. Love ya lots gurl! Mwaah!

On the other hand, I guess it’s true. It’s just a bad day, not a bad life. Breathe. Live. Think Positive. Enjoy. Never ever forget to pray, cause he listens if we just linger on him whole heartedly. Prayers are answered when it’s time.

-Stephnyeph

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I’m looking for selfishness. Perfect selfishness. Like, say I tell you I want to eat strawberry shortcake. And you stop everything you’re doing and run out and buy it for me. And you come back out of breath and get down on your knees and hold this strawberry shortcake out to me. And I say I don’t want it anymore and throw it out the window. That’s what I’m looking for.

Haruki Murakami,  Norwegian Wood (via thelovejournals)

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Pondering

One day I’ll wake up on my own bed, hugging my pillows so tight and realize that I’m finally home. Twenty four months will just pass in a blink of an eye. In my third month here few weeks from now, and I’m already getting used of the routines at my work, it maybe tiring though, but my body is already immune haha. Living away from my family made me more independent and mature, especially when it comes to making decisions. It was my choice to choose my career to have a better future, but I really miss my loved ones though. SACRIFICE this is the best word that I’ve done in living life abroad. This is not only for me, every little thing I do, it’s for them. I just regret the times when I feel like I wasn’t able to appreciate those people who showed their interest or affection towards me. I’m so sorry, I don’t even know if we’ll be able to crosspaths again, but two years is two years. A lot of things may happen. You may forget about me and find your true love, may it be career or love life. Follow what your heart says and choose to be happy cause I love to see that. You’re worth it.

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You've got to deal with your problems on your own. You don't have to deal it with other people cause you must not put your trust to anyone. Especially if you just meet them.

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Pondering

One day I’ll wake up on my own bed, hugging my pillows so tight and realize that I’m finally home. Twenty four months will just pass in a blink of an eye. In my third month here few weeks from now, and I’m already getting used of the routines at my work, it maybe tiring though, but my body is already immune haha. Living away from my family made me more independent and mature, especially when it comes to making decisions. It was my choice to choose my career to have a better future, but I really miss my loved ones though. SACRIFICE this is the best word that I’ve done in living life abroad. This is not only for me, every little thing I do, it’s for them. I just regret the times when I feel like I wasn’t able to appreciate those people who showed their interest or affection towards me. I’m so sorry, I don’t even know if we’ll be able to crosspaths again, but two years is two years. A lot of things may happen. You may forget about me and find your true love, may it be career or love life. Follow what your heart says and choose to be happy cause I love to see that. You’re worth it.

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How I wish I could blog again like the good old days -stephnyeph
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