💌this is all i’m wishing for…
@ the water that drips down my arms when i wash my face and makes a big ass mess: fuckin fight me
reasons I’m still on this hellsite:
1) nowhere else I could find posts this specifically relatable
i dont care if u never listen to me ever again just let me be ur internet dad for just one second: dont start cutting yourselves please ever
ok im gonna reblog this again bc i want more ppl to see it?? ive compiled a (by no means complete) list of the things u can expect if u start:
- u cant stop. its a legitimate addiction. there is no ‘seeing what its like’. its soso hard to stop it and believe me, because that was me. i thought i would sate my curiosity but all i did was make my life miserable - everything can become a trigger. someone carved things in a table?? trigger. u get a scratch by accident?? trigger. see something sharp?? yup. - the scars dont go away and if people see them (and no matter how hard you try, people will see them) they get this awful fucking look on their face like a mixture of disgust and horror and pity - u have to sit through people making shitty fucking jokes and calling people like you (real, struggling people like you) edgy emos looking for attention and it makes you feel sick but you have to sit there silently - in fact, any conversation about self harm becomes thoroughly uncomfortable because they’ll talk about it like no one in the room has ever gone through it (or, if they know, they’ll glance at you out the corner of their eye when they think you cant see) - any emotion can give you the urges- not just negative. ur body associates the happy feeling with the pain so ur brain is like ‘????? u cant have one without the other??’ - it can have been years. years. you can have stopped and got better and you’ll still feel the urge to hurt yourself and it makes you feel like you haven’t improved at all and you’re still fourteen and hating yourself - (maybe this is just me) but some part of you misses it?? you stopped and you know its horrific but its so difficult to get rid of your blades or whatever you use because you feel so weirdly attached to these things that are so awful and you dont even know why
god damn i just want yall to understand that you dont have to hurt yourself ever, okay?? just. don’t. trust me.
You will always be my greatest adventure. 🏡🎈❤️
Thanks @iihappydaysii for the prompt! 💕
reblog if you're gay, not gay, slightly gay, or if you just want to launch donald trump into a dying star
Reblog if you're part of the Holby fandom! I want to follow you all.
”What are you terrified of, Jac?”
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Imagine Louis and Harry dumping that pink monstrosity in front of the tech guys, and Louis just being like "Can you make it spin? It's very important that the gay bear spins."
hi lovely, I just wanted to say I hope you're doing well and have a good day today and stuff. ily💕
HAYES!!! Oh my god, how are you??? ❤️
This is why so many victims don’t report their assaults.
can we just take a moment to appreciate this glorious moment of self-awareness
Some favourite moments from The Making Of ‘The Amazing Book is Not on Fire’
Dan and Phil describing eachother.
#MYPHEELS