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Yoseob tearing up thanking fans while Hyunseung becomes a massage artist

Alright, I actually had this in my mind for awhile, I want to make a fanart for Beast since last year, but the concept I had in mind is a bit depressing since it’s about Hyunseung who’s slowly furthering apart from the other members. But I want to make it hopeful, that even clock hands will meet again as the time goes. I just heard about Hyunseung leaving Beast today, and even my favorite member isn’t him. I was so sad and I can’t believe it. For me Beast is a constant thing that always there, they’re not perfect and not the best boyband ever, but they’re the best for me. (and I know it’s true for other B2uties as well) I rarely delve myself in gossip, since I want to enjoy their music without thinking about the baseless rumors, but when I saw difference in Hyunseung I start searching the reason, because I was worried about him. Initially I want to draw all of the members and Hyunseung slowly getting closer to each other. But after hearing the news about him out from Beast I can’t continue drawing the other members– maybe because I’m still sad about it.

I can draw Yoseob at least, because he’s my favorite member and I’m hoping he’ll still have a good relationship with Hyunseung.

But of course I’ll still wish all the best for Hyunseung and Beast. Because I know the hardest thing is to hold on to something and when we try to let it go. Both of those actions hurts, and I wish all the best for Beast and Hyunseung.

I’ll still think Hyunseung as Beast member though.. I’m selfish at that, but at least I want to remember the Beast that I fell in love that first time. Their dorky and awkward nature that charm me. (well that bad girl MV is pretty silly and I laughed when watching it, but I don’t know why I love them so much)

My regret is that I can’t see Beast live stage with all of their members.

I hope all the best for you Hyunseung! Don’t listen to people who want to bring you down, hear the voices of people who want to be there for you and cheer for you. We know you can do it!

Please do not hate on Hyunseung guys, whatever his reasons are for leaving and his supposed “attitude problems” are not cause from any ungratefulness or contempt towards the fans. He’s going through a very hard time right now and we should be supportive of his decision. Leaving your group is never an easy thing, emotionally speaking. 

Same, Kiki. Same.

hyunseung is watching ( ‾▿‾)-σ

[151016] bigbadboii Instagram update

Location: In your heart I want to sincerely thank the people who have been with us for two thousand one hundred and ninety days and tell you I love you. I will sing for a long long time, goodnight🌙 Yoseob-ah sorry for stealing your photo

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