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I want a world where everyone can have a normal life.
I’m tired of people having to become SACRIFICES.
I’m tired of DISCRIMINATION.
I’m tired of people becoming VICTIMS.
ind. LLOYD IRVING penned by Saltine
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how is edna’s brother even real sometimes
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Can you believe that these dorks are in Velvet’s Party?!
Eizen is the king of “Beetledom”
alisha’s theme // tales of zestiria {composed by motoi sakuraba}
in the pines // the walking dead game {by janel drewis}
@ninthcompanion his hands were shaking. Lloyd only seemed to realize when he went o grasp a branch to move it aside. his hand was shaking and his glove was ripped. and for a moment he found himself lost trying to figure out when exactly it had happened. was it when he was loosing his friends? when they were fighting Yggdrasil? or had it just happened. he wiggled his fingers spying the bloodied and bitten down nails. he used to have well kept nails, clean hands if a little rough. a droplet of water shocked Lloyd back from his thoughts and he pressed on. his legs were stiff. still aching from running around the tower from fighting. but it wasn’t like he could stop and rest not right now. in the middle of the Ymir forest, alone. it would be morning soon, he could taste it in the damp air but he couldn't see the sun past the winding trees. he looked around. no monsters or critters. not his friends. he had chosen to Face Kratos alone. this was his fight. his father. the thought of people witnessing their fight made his stomach turn. he had already vomited twice, once in panic when he thought himself lost and another when he strayed to far into his own thoughts. remembering the day before. remember how he had to say goodbye to everyone only for them to appear again. Lloyd finally stumbled into a clearing. light barely cast over the smoother ground giving him some level of sight. the sky was a deep, dark blue, and purple with reds and yellows lining the edges. trees bent over him and on the far side of the clearing sat Kratos Aurion.
soo yes. hi guys. so idk how many people would actually remember me. or this blog as it was. being the unhinged hinged evil Lloyd. What is it now 4/5 years? I lost my mo-jo for Lloyd even though I loved him because so many people were automatically acting hostile towards him. and me in some cases. even though the point was no one knew Lloyd was disturbed? and then things started to get silly rather than semi serious like I intended. I have been wanting to get back onto Lloyd for a long while. but I wasn’t sure how to start him up again. without @ninthcompanion I would still be lost. Lloyds gonna change. a lot. he will still be disturbed to some extent, but it would be in line with a more realistic view of Mental Illness. there will be death and murder and all kinds of AU. so yea blogs being remade. and onto the next thing. Name Change. I am now No longer LLOYDTHEDECEIVER I am now HEROSSHADOW
● „Gives ya the creeps, doesn’t it?“ ● „I’m sure we’ll know everything once we get there.“ ● „Smells like blood…“ ● „Are you injured? What happened here?“ ● „Whatever are you talking about?“ ● „What the hell is going on here?“ ● „You’re always welcome here.“ ● „You mustn’t fight it, this is for your own good.“ ● „Tell me, am I going crazy?“ ● „Hey, are you from around here? I don’t know-“ ● „It is imperative that we find him.“ ● „For all I know I’m losing my mind and you’re just a delusion.“ ● „We must be collectively losing our minds.“ ● „Who the hell are you?“ ● „I don’t know what I am but it’s definitely not okay.“ ● „Jesus…. What happened? My head feels like… like…“ ● „I don’t know what came over me, I haven’t been feeling well, but…“ ● „There’s something wrong with this place.“ ● „You don’t look well, you should take better care of yourself.“ ● „Let’s rest a minute, we can’t keep going at this pace.“ ●„Hang in there. Just a little further.“ ● „I’m fine, no need to worry.“ ● „We don’t have time for this, I need my partner here. I’m counting on you.“ ● „You don’t need to worry about me.“ ● „You have to stay with me, there is no other way.“ ● „You ever had the urge to just jump? When you’re on a high place or the subway rolls by? Imagine if you had that urge for a minute straight, then two minutes…“ ● „You’re not listening! I’m not worried about stopping it! I’m worried about not wanting to stop it…“ ● „I don’t know why and I can’t reason it away. It’s like instinct and it’s getting stronger.“ ● „I can’t help if you leave me in the dark.“ ● „You don’t look well at all…“
"You wouldn't understand."
“then help me understand?” Lloyd said with a growl.
“Take my hand - I've got you.”
Lloyd’s shaking hand reached out for Kratos’ his life line. he was having another episode again. it stemmed from such a stupid thing and yet he was a mess on the floor- he couldn’t even move his legs. his skin felt cold and clammy and Lloyd knew he must have looked awful.“I’m ok” he said more to himself.
“Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.”
“I’m fine” Lloyd said offhandedly, looking down at the figure he was carving rather than his father.
Just a friendly reminder that Scott Manville; voice of Lloyd Irving from Tales of Symphonia and Robin from Teen Titans also did the Voice of Young Albedo in XenoSaga 2 and has the best laugh ever. (◕‿◕✿)
“This will only hurt a lot.” “Sit still!” “Keep screaming, it won’t do you any good!” “You look so beautiful covered in blood.” “Scream for me.” “Tell me how much it hurts.” “I’ve been wanting to do this for a long time.” “I’ll make this quick.” “I hope you’re comfortable, because you’ll be here for a long time.” “Rate your pain on a scale from one to ten.” “Ready to play doctor?” “You’re insane!” “Let me go!” “Someone will come looking for me.” “I’ll do anything you want, just get me out of here!” “Untie me now!” “You can’t keep me here forever.” “Just let me go, please, I’m begging you!”
