should probably spend more time writing instead of watching youtube lmao...writing and reading and watching movies!
If I let my emotions get in the way I’ll never get on my way
You think you can avoid your feelings bubbling up but you can’t — you really never know the timing of a statement or a conversation can change everything
thinking in a small way while I think in a big way…no way can I continue this way …
Sitting here like I’m not gonna let myself go thru anything of the sort — best to stay calm n cool n collected always
the other night i sat there finding it so annoying that i could not and would never understand the thought process of or what it sounds like or what it feels like to be of another soul...i can look at someone and think i know, but i never really will...so why not let everyone stay a perfect mystery...
I had a thought today like, this next year I wanna put more focus on my future. Too often my thoughts and energies are distracted by some past memory — I enjoy relishing in my nostalgia but it’s kept me back there…I’m trying to move forward full force
It’s not that I don’t care….it’s just a way to protect myself from what I’m not allowing myself to know, plus I’m not interested in anything that will detract me from this course I’m on. Life is kinda all over the place. I’m seeming to find it difficult to just stay put and focus. I think I need to stop distracting myself, admittedly….
I’ll save my words for a more critical time, but everyday I wish you more and more blessings.
across these devices Ives written so much, recorded so much, photographed so much, each year I just back up more and more hard drives….just storing this little memory, just squashing it into a little square and storing it away…
how do we get out of the feeling of “who careS?” I can’t even buy a new pair of shoes without asking if I really care — but care is just a blanket term, for do i really need this, why do I want this, why should I get this, can i afford this, I can’t afford this, there are more important things than new shoes…
up late thinking “what would RZA do”
I think I have a type it’s called calm werewolf lmfaoooooo it’s like they are chill ppl but can turn up when they need to
How can I quit my corporate media conglomerate job … and still make enough money for da mortgage…I will go to bed now, and I hope I dream of a solution
I’m gonna b absolutely who I say I’m gonna b and nothing short of it
I remember distinctly walking in Vienna near Karlsplatz, listening to an instrumental of Smack That off YouTube….
what even is it about the way a pair of eyes look at you...