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mis-adventures of a student teacher

@hey-miss-teacher-lady

twenty-something idealist, a little lost but still moving through the ups and downs of life, currently a student-teacher, forever a student.
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Time blindness is the weirdest aspect of executive dysfunction and so weird as an experience to live with. It’s like you see the clock, the clock says 3pm, you look at the clock again and it’s 3:02, then 3:05, and then you look again and it’s 8pm and WHAT THE FUCK.

You don’t even need hyperfocus. But hyperfocus is like the Warp Speed:tm: version cause when that hits, it’s 3pm and then it’s the next day and why is the sun rising and when did i last eat and oh god i need to use the bathroom. And oh, also, you’re EXHAUSTED. The act of your brain tunnel visioning on something drains you (but that’s another topic).

Time blindness is…. having the general knowledge that today is Wednesday, and you need to do something on Thursday. Thursday is logically tomorrow, but the mysterious void of time is like ‘that’s like next week or something.’  It’s knowing you have to do something in three weeks on the 21st. And as the days creep closer, the 21st is stuck in a constant state of still being 3 weeks away, despite the fact it’s now tomorrow.

It’s wild. ADHD is literally living in a constant state of “There is Now. And there is Later.” and there’s no in between; no dates, no times; no hours, weeks, or months. It’s just Now and Later, and oh god why is is X o’clock already!?

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khromata

I need to do things now, but also later.

But later needs to be now. Because later won’t happen if I don’t do it now. Because I’ll forget.

But now there is too many right nows and shutdown happens. But in shutdown I keep thinking about all those laters that need to be right now.

If I don’t do later now I’ll forget, then everything breaks down, not that I wasn’t already breaking down. But now it just became apparent that it’s a lot later than I thought it was.

Why does time hate me?

Solution: do everything all at once and burn out for a week. Btw you missed a few critical things. Fuck.

What time was it again?

I’m so tired.

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in 1994 when green day first became famous, they invited pansy division, an openly gay punk band, to open for them for the entire dookie tour knowing full well the responses would be mixed. in 2016/2017, on their revolution radio tour, green day chose only female led punk bands to open for them to help create recognition for these artists in a male dominated scene. this band has always been using their voices for the right reasons and i love them so much for that.

And Against Me! Is opening for them too! A band fronted by a trans woman! Fuck yeah Green Day

If I’m not mistaken, there was a prom somewhere that was cancelled one time because a lesbian couple wanted to go, so Green Day rented a venue and had a prom for them. Not sure about accuracy, my mom told me about that

yes this is true as well!! green day helped to fund and organize this second prom when the first one was cancelled. the second prom was actually open not only to the students of the school, but also to any other lgbtq+ students as well as supporters in the state of mississippi who wanted to attend as well!!

i’m so glad that i lived long enough to witness Green Day validation

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breaking bad, fight club, rick and morty, clockwork orange, and the catcher in the rye are all arguably good things - but if a man says they are his FAVORITE book/movie/tv show? RUN.

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bekkathyst

BEKKATHYST SUMMER 2017 GIVEAWAY

~This giveaway is in no way affiliated with Tumblr.~

Please read thoroughly before entering!

Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. Summer is quickly approaching, and I know a lot of you are getting ready to relax and vacation! So in celebration, I’m giving you the chance to win this large collection of items.

All these items came from my shop (minus the sage!).

What you get:

  • (Handmade by me) Clear quartz and copper necklace
  • (Handmade by me) “Full moon” rainbow moonstone hairpins
  • $25 credit that can be applied to anything in my shop.
  • amethyst cluster with calcite
  • selenite wand
  • tourmalinated quartz wand
  • black & blue kyanite crystals
  • polished petrified wood slice
  • four polychrome jasper hearts
  • an amethyst stalactite slice
  • baby amethyst sphere
  • rose quartz sphere 
  • large rose quartz chunk
  • labradorite sphere
  • fluorite obelisk
  • labradorite point
  • golden calcite point
  • ocean jasper marble
  • Dominican amber cabochon
  • rutilated quartz point
  • amethyst pyramid
  • spirit quartz crystal
  • a black sparkly candle (because why not?!)
  • a sustainably harvested California white sage piece, picked by me (sadly if you are outside the US I cannot send this to you)
  • This has a retail value of $260 in addition to the $25 shop credit!

Rules:

  1. You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)
  2. You don’t have to live in the US
  3. You must be following me, so you can get updates if anything about the giveaway changes.
  4. Please check out my shop and if you’re interested, you can sign up for my email newsletter here. (Totally not necessary or required, it’s just an option!)
  5. DO NOT tag this post as giveaway. That will risk the notes getting messed up, and this will be ruined for everyone. Please don’t argue about this- for some reason people have said really nasty and mean things to me over this.
  6. Reblog this post to enter. Likes count, too. No giveaway or spam blogs. If you reblog on a side blog, let me know in the tags what the name of your blog is that you’re following me with.
  7. Please don’t spam people with reblogs- you can reblog however many times you’d like, but please be courteous.
  8. Each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.
  9. The giveaway ends Wednesday, July 26th at 6 pm Pacific time.
  10. The winner will be messaged and must respond with their full name and address within 24 hours, or a new winner will be chosen.
  11. Please respect me and my rules, and have fun!
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I am laughing so hard oh my god clickhole

If you just scrolled past, don’t. Go back and read it. I promise it is not what you think

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animentality

Franzen has a point.

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agentumbls

Should I be dipping my manuscripts in Sprite instead of Coke

I will always love the Murakami one because it feels like something he’d actually do.

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idk just with school starting soon i thought it would be a good idea 

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For the racism we allowed because we felt compelled by fears for our safety if we acted, and for the racism we allowed willingly, with no justification offered. For the racist statements we said in private and for the coded language we said in public. For the racism committed accidentally and for the racism committed intentionally. For the racism that we allowed by failing to take proactive steps to end oppression and for the racism that we allowed by failing to speak up after violence was perpetrated. For the racism we committed through our actions and for the racism we committed through our inaction. For our racism of which we are conscious and for the racism that lives in our subconscious. We have already told You of our racism that we have the awareness to recognize, And you already know of our racism that we still cannot see. As it is said, “Adonai our God knows all that is difficult for us to see, and what is clear to us, and to our children forever. To do all of these mitzvot in this Torah.” (Deut. 29: 28) And David your servant said before You: “I cannot understand all of my mistakes. Please cleanse me of the sins in my subconscious.” (Ps. 19:13) God, you are merciful and receive those seeking to become allies. From the beginning, you have promised us that we could do teshuvah. So we plead with you to accept our return— That, for all the people who commit to justice and to leaving their racism in the past, you will forgive them so that they may keep turning inward and outward, and always toward truth.

A Racial Justice Vidui for Yom Kippur by Sarah Barasch-Hagans

(Read the story behind this prayer here: http://ritualwell.org/blog/public-justice)

May 5777 be a year of justice and healing for all.

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