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Eyes on Me, Only me

@ask-saruhiko-fushimi / ask-saruhiko-fushimi.tumblr.com

"When I die don't come to my grave and sit there for hours telling me how much you love and miss me because those are things I wanted to hear when I could still hear"
Tracking tags: asksaruhikofushimi
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[Independent Fushimi ask blog.]
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Look guys, i’m not a Sarumi fan either, FAR from it, but if people want to squeal joyfully over how they think a poster of their ship looks incredibly shippy, can’t we just be quiet and let them have their fun times without trying to spoil it for them by sneering at them and trying to rub it in their faces that ‘oh don’t be so delusional it’s not shippy at ALL stop being so despo.’? People will see what they want to see and you putting them down just because you happen to have a different opinion is not going to deter them, it’s just going to create a lot of unnecessary hard feelings and drama.

I mean yes I do often think and grumble to myself (and to Nerin too because she generally feels the same way I do about Sarumi) that the K fandom is way too flooded with Sarumi stuff especially because goddammn it K marketing team can you stop churning out Sarumi stuff when it already comprises like 90% of all the K stuff out there, and I confess that sometimes I do roll my eyes when a particularly shippy new (or more like so what else is new) Sarumi official art gets rolled out, but I usually grumble privately and to people whom I know feel the same way, and not publicly where I know I’ll probably piss off lots of other people who don’t feel the same way.

Because what’s the point in trying to make people feel bad about their ship when I can spend the time waxing lyrical about my own lovely ship instead. Putting Sarumi down is not going to make the number of MikoTata shippers magically increase. (Just an example, no one’s actually done that as far as I know). I’m not going to try to deprive Sarumi shippers of being able to enjoy their ship in peace and make people unhappy when that time is better spent trawling though tumblr looking at gorgeous MikoTata art to make myself happy.

That said, I suppose it’s hypocritical of me to post this because really, who am I to tell people what they should and shouldn’t post. But sometimes I just feel like people spend too much time focusing on the negative things that they don’t have time to enjoy the positive things. And that’s a shame.

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The lack of a hostile response had startled Yata to say the least, but he didn’t want to let himself be caught off guard. It could simply be that Saruhiko had to get into character before he was ready to give him a hard time. Furrowing his brow, though, Misaki stalked alongside the Blue clansman before exhaling harshly. No, he had to be stern! He couldn’t just talk as if he hadn’t been told off by the other some weeks before.

Even if it was nice not being yelled at…

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Rushing a little until he was in front of the younger, Misaki looked up into Saruhiko’s face with pursed lips. “Well, I’d come to find you,” he stated loftily, not quite sure how to go about answering such a casual question.

He was doing his best to sound civil. Saruhiko had promised that he'd try his best, but sometimes those rude comments would just slip out without him realizing. It was just bad habit, and he wanted Misaki to understand that. It wasn't like he could change overnight.

Saruhiko constantly pushed people away, and he had been like that long before he met Misaki. He believed that the only person he could fully trust was himself. He couldn't put his faith in others, for fear that they'd fail or abandon him. So he constantly kept people at a distance. . . Misaki just managed to make it a little closer than all the rest.

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"Huh? Why?" he doesn't mean for it to sound rude, even though that might be how it comes across.

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"Oi, Saruhiko!" It had been a good long while now and seeing as things had not picked up from where they'd left off, Yata was growing antsy once again. He refused to let the bluet just shrug him off after they'd been doing better not too long ago; how were things supposed to get better otherwise?

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The Blue hears his name and the familiar voice that called it and stops. He turns to see Yata running towards him and waits for him to catch up before he turns and keeps walking. Things had been better--to a point--concerning their relationship. Yet Saruhiko still felt a bit uncomfortable being aroud the other, unsure of where they really stood or if they ever really could completely make up. 

He was doubtful, to say the least.

"What are you up to?" he asks, shoving his hands into his pockets. To be honest, he was slightly surprised that Misaki wasn't with the rest of HOMRA. Not that he was complaining. . . 

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Anonymous asked:

Magic Anon casually starts petting Saruhiko. "Bibbidi-Bobbidi-Boo, you must fall in love with anyone you make eye contact with." Magic Anon aaaawaaaaay. Flies off into outer space.

He blinks in rapid succession, still trying to understand how this joke was supposed to be funny. Of course there was no way he was going to listen. There was no way he'd so easily just do as he was told when he didn't even know who was giving him such a ludicrous order. 

"Ridiculous."

A sigh passes his lips as he shakes his head and ignores the comment, letting it leave his mind without a second thought. 

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Things Change

Yata doesn’t realize what’s happening but he knows he’s suddenly not talking, his heartbeat loud in his ears as he feels soft, warm lips against his own and he doesn’t react. There’s no way that….

Tears dry in his eyes and he sees that yes….Fushimi Saruhiko….his first friend, his truest family…..and the man who single handedly betrayed him and was currently making his life a living hell….was kissing him.

Yata doesn’t know why that’s what he needs but suddenly he feels better, hands slowly coming up to twine in Saru’s hair as he gently leans in. He’s never kissed anyone but even he knows that their kissing is sloppy. But he doesn’t care. It feels good, it makes him feel good, and his body hasn’t felt this electric in his entire life. His hands tighten into dark hair and he pulls Saruhiko closer.

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Anonymous asked:

But what about things change? YOU LEFT ON A CLIFFHANGER

I’m soooooo so sorry! I did not realize how Komi left her last post and I am so sorry.

But just so we’re clear…..blame Komi for that awful cliffhanger haha. Everything is her fault.

but I replied wheeeeee!

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UM DO NOT BLAME ME. IT IS NOT MY FAULT NICOLE DIDN'T REPLY. IT WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A CLIFFHANGER THAT MADE YOU ALL WAIT SO LONG DO NOT THROW THIS ON TO ME NICOLE I'M WATCHING YOU

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