Dear tumblr I’m here to sob a bit because this month has gone pretty rotten so far.
Halcon went amazing! The cat loafs were a hit and sold out the first day, and everything soon followed! I had money for rent and to pay bills and it looked like I could finally get my life relatively on a good track! Get bills paid! Get my commission list cleared up without worrying about trying to get more customers for a month! Get my phone reconnected! (Although I gotta say I am liking skype as a phone)
But last month my sisters husband’s unemployment insurance got cut off way early. Three months early. She’s been working 50+ hours a week trying to get her family staying alive but it’s hard. But lo and behold her sister made all this money just in time to save the day! :O (or at least save her from defaulting on rent thst month)
I have no problem lending them money, never have. I get paid back in the end and we’re always there for each other.
But they needed a damn large chunk of the money I earned and had left over after I paid rent. I’m talking like a grand here. All this money I was going to get my life on track with!
This was fine. It’s fine I’ll keep going and survive I always do. I’ve always done my best to be independent and self sufficient. I’M STRONG NOT GONNA KNOCK ME DOWN >:O
Tonight my computer died.
It’s the graphics card I think. An old fuck, dependable but was never particularly good. It’s given up. It’s dead. My computer is unusable. I kinda need my computer to do my job! IT’S REALLY IMPORTANT!!!!
So the last few pennies I have left are going to getting it to the shop, checked out, and new parts to bring th back to life.
I don’t think I have enough pennies! And that’s all my savings, not including rent and bills and aaaaaagh :(((
SO! I’ve put cat loafs up for preorder on my etsy! I’d love to premake them but I can literally not embroider without a computer! I’m hoping to sell 10, that’d be swell! They’re amazing I promise you, people from halcon can vouch!
The listing has colour and face variations for you to choose from, so you can get your ideal loaf!
Reblogs would be so appreciated you don’t even know. I’m sorry for typing so much I just have a lot of feelings and I’m just sobbing sorry.
I’d never do this in the past as I AM SO STRONG!!!!GRRR!!!! but if you want to donate to me a few bucks to tiffyoung6@gmail.com on paypal this is probably the only time I wouldn’t say no.