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@therandomgoddess / therandomgoddess.tumblr.com

Puerto Rican, pan, neurodivergent, spiritual. Tea, cheese, otome, Bioware games, books,heroes, fiction and my bias appear randomly.
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otomesass

I’m striving to do one “sketch” a day. So today I created a new pencil/crayon brush and doodled a little Aslan for @therandomgoddess because I owe her big time because I’m a FRICKIN loser. 

I realized far too late that I’d drawn his turban wrong (the little band goes further down and the feathers on on the other side of his ear) but I was going from memory and my memory apparently sucks lol.

Anyway, so while I STILL haven’t played Aslan’s route, I learned a lot about him physically and personality wise from Ivan and Kuon’s routes. It was stated a few times that he had very long, beautiful lashes and a very playful face. Still kind of childish but refined and elegant. I started by giving him a bit of baby fat in the cheeks and coupled it with a pronounced pout to give him a more innocent look, but added that sass and fierceness to his gaze to balance him. In all his CG’s he has a wicked pointy nose, but that is a very weird feature for someone of south eastern/ middle eastern origins so I made it a bit rounder and thicker to give him more proper features. He also always seems to have such a long and elegant neck so that as well helps balance him.

I’m so so so sorry I’ve been away so long, and I hope you all are enjoying what little bits I have to share here and there.

PS- for those who usually ask about my brushes, here is this one.

*cue screeching and sobbing* It’s so beautiful!!!!!! Thank you @otomesass *Cuddles the art*

You are so very welcome! When my wallet catches back up from Christmas I’m going to clean this up and have it printed for you ♡

Ommmmgggg that will be awesome. I'll end up wanting to cuddle it

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otomesass

I’m striving to do one “sketch” a day. So today I created a new pencil/crayon brush and doodled a little Aslan for @therandomgoddess because I owe her big time because I’m a FRICKIN loser. 

I realized far too late that I’d drawn his turban wrong (the little band goes further down and the feathers on on the other side of his ear) but I was going from memory and my memory apparently sucks lol.

Anyway, so while I STILL haven’t played Aslan’s route, I learned a lot about him physically and personality wise from Ivan and Kuon’s routes. It was stated a few times that he had very long, beautiful lashes and a very playful face. Still kind of childish but refined and elegant. I started by giving him a bit of baby fat in the cheeks and coupled it with a pronounced pout to give him a more innocent look, but added that sass and fierceness to his gaze to balance him. In all his CG’s he has a wicked pointy nose, but that is a very weird feature for someone of south eastern/ middle eastern origins so I made it a bit rounder and thicker to give him more proper features. He also always seems to have such a long and elegant neck so that as well helps balance him.

I’m so so so sorry I’ve been away so long, and I hope you all are enjoying what little bits I have to share here and there.

PS- for those who usually ask about my brushes, here is this one.

*cue screeching and sobbing* It's so beautiful!!!!!! Thank you @otomesass *Cuddles the art*

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Alicia x Aslan - Finally

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Alicia had always loved stories–hearing them, reading them, and then inevitably writing them. But strange things began to happen whenever she set her pen to the page… Swans drawing golden chariots would wing through the sky, or flowers would blossom amidst winter frost. At first people reacted with awe and wonder at these occurrences. As they proved to be harmless, and the fantastical summonings dissolved away like daydreams, they grew used  to such things happening.

“Oh, the silver apples in the orchard? Alicia must be writing again. Don’t worry, they’ll return to normal soon enough.”

She grew to be a kind girl, known for sympathizing with others’ hearts rather than becoming lost in the intricacies of her written illusions. As her hometown was a small one, the fancies that sprang from her pages remained no more than lovely, quaint surprises, or at most entertainment for events or gifts on holidays.

But as Alicia grew, so did her reputation. For while her neighbors and family accepted her as she was, unusual talent and all, the world beyond her town’s outskirts began to whisper of the oddity of it all.

People gradually began to approach her, requesting that she use her power to grant their wishes.

“I am sorry,” she would say, “but I must decline your request. I fear what would happen if I turned my pen to purposefully alter the world we live in, rather than simply writing my own fantasy tales.”

“Please,” the people would beg, or demand, or sometimes shout. “I will give you anything. Anything you want, anything within my means. What is it you wish for? Money, fame, material possessions? I will go to any length for my dreams to come true.”

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Thank you isn't enough, I'm legit crying happy tears.

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Yakov/Jo "It's not that simple"

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Send me a ship and a fic title, and I’ll post a summary of the fic with that title I won’t write.

A sadist? Yakov wouldn’t exactly describe himself as such.While he admitted that he did enjoy getting Joanna riled up every so often, itwasn’t out of a perverse pleasure to upset her or assert control. Rather, itwas so he could indulge in the rare pleasure of seeing that vibrant spark ofhers that she kept so carefully hidden underneath her quiet façade.  The flush of her cheeks, the flash in hereyes, and the rapid fire words that poured from her lips when she felt stronglyabout something were what he lived for. She was just so bloody cute andalive in those moments that he often wished they would never end.

Except when what she felt strongly about was in opposition towhat he wanted.

“No,” she shook her head as she gathered up her drawingmaterials into a pile, hands trembling. “No, no, no. It’s impossible! I can’tgo out with you on a date, no matter what you say!”

He crossed his arms with a frown. “Why? Do you find mypersonality repulsive?”  His heart surgedat the way her head snapped up to stare at him in wonder, signaling that he hadtouched a nerve.

“Of course not!” She looked appalled. “I wouldn’t be friendswith you if I didn’t like you as a person!”

“Well then do you not find me attractive?” he pressed on, knowingdamn well that wasn’t the reason, but he wanted to hear her say it.

She froze under his ice blue eyes, then averted her gaze ina poor attempt to regain her composure. “N-no…it’s not that…”

He let out a low chuckle at her admission.  “Then I do not see why you cannot go out withme.”

“Because!” she stammered, fingers scrambling to buckle her portfoliobag closed. “I can’t go out with a prince! I’m just a commoner, and a poorartist at that! Your people won’t accept me at all! I’m shy, I’m quiet, I’mawkward, and….”

“Utterly enchanting.”

“Yes! I mean, NO!” her dark hair swished wildly around herface as she shook her head. “I’m nobody of consequence and completely unworthyof you, Yakov!”

“Tch.” In two strides he was in front of her, the smirk onhis face gone. He took hold of her shoulders. “I care for you, Joanna. You carefor me. Nothing else matters.”

“But it’s not that simple!”

His lips were on hers before she could utter another word inopposition, erasing all protests, objections, and coherent thought from hermind.

He broke away with a low growl, knowing if he continued hewouldn’t be able to stop with just a kiss.  Pulling her to him, he leaned down to whisperin her ear, hot breath sending goosebumps all across her skin.

“Yes,” he murmured, “it is.”

REQUESTS FOR THIS ASK MEME ARE CLOSED THANKS FOR PLAYING!

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Eeeeehhhhh this is perfect!!

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Cerberus Smut 18+

So I have a story in mind for @spyoflove and Cerberus from Astoria: Fate’s Kiss, however, the smut was written first so enjoy it. The rest of the story will be along later. I researched the best I could as far as Greek terms of endearment, if you are a native Greek speaker and can help me please do so. 

Amy/Cerb 18+

“It was great spending time with you today, thank you for showing me your latest work.” Cerberus held Amy’s hand and rubbed the back of it with his thumb.

“I had a great time as well, you’re fun to be with.” The soft caress and the look in his eyes was making her brain short circuit.

“Aww thanks Amitsa mou, I was afraid I wasn’t serious enough for you but you’re lots of fun.” He stood up and smiled. “Can I see you again this week?”

Amy stood up with him. “I would like that very much. Let me walk you to the door.”

“Maybe we can also do a double date with Nemean and Alicia?”

“That would be fun, we’ll plan it out.”

They had reached the door but neither made a move to open it. He caressed her cheek, his eyes intense as they looked at each other. “Can I kiss you goodnight?”

She nodded and he leaned down to press his lips to hers. He seemed as surprised as she was at the current that seemed to flow between them. His kiss became more aggressive after a moment’s hesitation and she parted her lips willingly to allow him access. One kiss turned into many and her head swam at the sensation.

“Buenas noches querida.” He murmured softly against her lips as he kissed the corners.

“Buenas noches.” Amy pressed her lips to his one more time, wanting to get a last taste.

“That’s sexy.” He slid his arms around her to pull her against him and she gladly let him.

Their breath mingled as they tasted each other, their languid kisses becoming more urgent. Her hands fisted in his shirt in an attempt to keep from floating away but it didn’t seem to help.

A+ 289/10 One of the best SMUTS I have read. Good job! @therandomgoddess

Omg, thank you. I can't even handle this, this is me right now. Thank you @trustmethisisacleverusername

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Hole in the Bucket. Prince Edward

Just a very quick drabble with @shortypersonal and Bmp’s Prince Edwards based on this song

Hole in the Bucket

“Ok Ed I know you don’t know how commoners camp so just follow every instruction I give you.” Marni took the bigger backpack and started slipping her arms through the straps.

“Let me carry that my flower.” Edward reached for the backpack. “I do have some experience.”

Marni turned to him and planted a kiss on him. “I’m sure you do, it’s ok, no shame in being a novice.”

“I really can-“

“You’re so cute, follow me.” Marni set off at a brisk pace and Ed had no choice but to follow as he wondered if it was worth arguing with her.

A few hours later found them at camp and Marni handed him a bucket. “Here, please get some water. The stream is that way, all you have to do is fill this and come right back.”

“Are you sure you trust me to do that much?” Ed held the bucket loosely as he watched her bustle about.

“You can totally do it, I believe in you. By the time you’re back I should be all done.” She beamed at him then got back to setting up.

He looked at Marni then the bucket, his normally eloquent self at a loss in the face of her determination. Something about the bucket seemed off and he took a closer look. The wheels turned and he looked up. “Marni my beautiful fairy, I’m afraid I can’t fetch water, there’s a small hole in this bucket.”

She glanced over at him. “Just fix it.”

“With what shall I fix it? I’m afraid I don’t know how commoners do things.”

Marni waved at the ground. “Use a straw.”

He picked up a piece and inspected it. “The straw is too long for this.”

“Then cut it.” With a sigh she went back to her work putting up the tent.

“The knife is too dull dear Marni.” His voice held a plaintive note she wasn’t used to from him.

“Then sharpen the knife Ed, I’m sure it will be fine.” She wiped sweat from her brow then tried to get back to work. “I really should have let others come and help.”

Ed’s voice sounded strained when he spoke after a few minutes. “What should I use to sharpen it my fairy?”

“Use a stone.” Marni wondered why she had thought she would be able to handle all of this by herself and vowed to teach him more before they had their next trip.

“But the stone is too dry my beautiful flower petal. Are you sure you don’t want help with that?”

“Then wet it and no thank you, if you don’t know what you’re doing you could hurt yourself.” Marni sighed as she felt the heat of the sun beat down on her.

“How shall I wet it my darling forest goddess?” His voice was shaky now and Marni decided camping with the prince was much like camping with a two-year-old.

“Get. Water. From. The. Stream.” She did her best not to turn, afraid she’d fly off the handle.

A few minutes of blessed silence followed then she heard his voice again.

“But my love, there’s a hole in the bucket.”

“I’m going to put a hole in your head! That’s it, we need to leave and try this again later.” Marni turned only to see her handsome husband laughing beside a tent that hadn’t been there before. “What? How?”

“I did try to tell you that I do have camping experience but you were having so much fun doing it the commoner way I just let you be.” He held up a bucket of clean water. “As per your request. What else can I do?”

Marni stared at him, unsure if she wanted to kiss him, kill him, or kill him after she kissed him.

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Marni + Edward - The More, The Merrier

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Also tagging @shortymcpunkbutt. I hope you both like it!

Few things in this universe could thoroughly frighten Marni,being the Queen of Darkness (and Borbs) and all, but it seemed that PrinceEdward’s birthday was one of them. Charles Castle had been bustling withactivity for weeks, with everyone preparing everything to make their CrownPrince’s special day nothing short of perfect. Normally, Marni would be besideherself making her own preparations for Prince Edward’s birthday, but this year,the occasion was something different.

This year, they would be celebrating as an officiallyengaged couple.

As a public figure, it wasn’t a surprise that the entirenation would want to celebrate with their beloved monarch. But a person wasstill behind the title, so it was understandable that Prince Edward secretlylooked forward to the private birthday party he knew Louis and Marni werepreparing. That was, until the actual day of his private party came.

Doing his best to hide his disappointment behind his showyexpressions of surprise, Prince Edward greeted guest after guest as theyparaded inside Charles Castle. It seemed that Marni had invited their closestfriends.

Normally, Prince Edward didn’t mind entertaining people,especially loved ones. But not today. Today was supposed to be his special day.A special day to spend with his only beloved.

But the guests continued to flood in, and he could donothing but graciously accept them along with their gifts.

He greeted the confident King and Queen of Liberty, withKing Keith Alford ostentatiously handing him a large, flamboyantly-decoratedbox. “Just put it down somewhere, it’s probably a dressing robe with too muchfur,” muttered Queen Kay. “Don’t worry–I snuck in a large bottle of organic plantvitamins in there for your roses, so your gift’s not a complete disaster.”

He greeted the striking King Yakov with the shy Queen Joanna.The king took his proffered hand in a strong grip then turned to his wife. Queen Joanna gave the prince aquick hug before handing him their present. “It’s a portrait of you and Marni,”she said, smiling warmly. “I hope you like it!”

He greeted the lively King and Queen of Altaria, who bothhad no qualms in hugging and kissing him in public. “Eddy!” King Roberto shrieked excitedly, crushing him in a friendly hug. “I gave you a book about roses. Makesure to read the notes I scribbled! Oh, and I also included a few bottles ofAltarian champagne, and chocolates, and, oh! There’s a tie that I think Marni-parni would love—“

Queen Xiao cut in and gave him a kiss and something that hecould only call a “huggle”. “Make sure to share these with Mar-bear,” she murmured,grinning mischievously while slipping a smallish box into his hands. PrinceEdward saw that it was a box of roasted chestnuts and chocolate-coveredraisins. “It’s kind of a birthday present for myself, too,“ she explainedat seeing the puzzled look on his face. “Happy birthday to us!”

He greeted the stately Prince and Princess of Shaharazal.Prince Aslan shook his hand warmly then stepped back to let his lovely wifePrincess Alicia embrace the birthday boy. She handed him a tastefully-wrappedbag. “I hope you like it,” murmured the woman, tall in her platform heels. Shesuddenly stopped Prince Edward’s hand from opening the bag. “You know what,better wait until tonight before you open our present.” The couple exchanged aknowing smile before walking on.

Lastly, he greeted the strict and straight King and Queen ofDres Van. The formidable King Joshua greeted him perfunctorily before beingshooed off by his even more formidable wife Queen Amy. She kissed Prince Edward’scheek before airily declaring, “I didn’t bring you any gifts because my presence here is all the gift you could ever want.” Prince Edward managed a laugh.

“That’s a joke, of course,” said Queen Amy, warming up witha smile. “Jan’s bringing in a box. Where’s my baby girl Marni?” she asked, looking around.

Prince Edward sighed. The truth was he hadn’t seen hislovely dove the entire day, and he had been looking forward to spending the daywith just her. Queen Amy gave him a sympathetic pat on his hand before glidingaway.

The party came on full swing shortly after that, with maidsand butlers going around to serve and refill food and drink. Everyone wasmilling around in the cozy garden, with Prince Edward walking about them,ostensibly looking for his fiancée. He shortly found her engaged with the tinyQueen of Altaria. Queen Xiao was flailing her arms as Marni ground her knucklesagainst the top of her head.

Prince Edward joined them. His hand naturally sought outMarni’s, his fingers lacing with hers. Her short jolt of surprise puzzledEdward, but he shunned it aside. “My dove, where have you been?”

Marni opened her mouth, but quickly closed it again. QueenXiao promptly shot off complaining that Marni had been snooping around the gifts table,causing her to see the Queen’s gift earlier than she had hoped. The otherguests were laughing at the Altarian Queen’s antics, but Edward’s eyes wereonly seeing Marni’s own. What he saw in them had him surprised. Was he seeing…fear?

The party went on. The Altarian monarchs led the fun andgames, of which the Dresvanese monarchs took great part in, and Queen Kay andPrincess Alicia led the songs, which were cut short because of a certain king tryingto strangle everyone who wanted to hold the microphone. Prince Edward laughedand showed great enthusiasm, but his eyes couldn’t hide the disappointmentbeneath; after all, he only had to look at the empty seat by his side to remindhim of what his true feelings were.

When it was time for everyone to go home, the Queen of Dres Van pulledPrince Edward aside. “Go find her. I’m sure she has a reason.” Queen Amy gavehim an encouraging smile, and the prince found the strength to seek her out.

He found her in his room, curled in a corner, looking like alost hatchling in a nest of Edward’s bedclothes. Prince Edward sat beside herand asked why he missed her all morning. With a hesitant sniff, sheadmitted what he had known all along: she was nervous of this day.

Marni was afraid that it was his birthday. That it washis first birthday as her husband-to-be.

Edward laughed and gathered her in his arms. He had an ideawhy Marni invited more people to his private birthday celebration when he hadmade it clear to her that all he wanted was for the two of them to spend sometime alone. He told her that she need not be afraid, that while she knew whathe wanted, he would not impose himself on her if she wasn’t ready.

Marni gave him a weak smile. Edward offered her his hand andshe took it. But as he guided her to their favorite divan-like couch at thefoot of his bed, Marni shivered and thought to herself, “It’s not that I’m afraid of what you’d do to me when we’re alone. It’sthat I’m afraid of what I’d do to you, you sexy piece of man-flesh, you, now thatwe’re finally alone.”

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Virgo Facts: If people can see how much your mind constantly flies off away from you, they wouldn’t have to give you such a hard time. You have enough going on already. It’s not that you don’t have time for people or that you don’t care about them, it’s simply because no one can do a better job at helping you.

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For a lot of people who have asked I’ll just reply in one post.

Yes, I live in Orlando, about thirty miles away from where the shooting took place (my oldest lives a lot closer) 

I didn’t lose anyone but two of my friends did.

It is extremely sad here, the heavy feeling is inescapable no matter where we are but it will get better. 

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my blog is two years old today. I hadn’t realized that till about an hour ago so didn’t plan anything. However, @littlehevn did send in some asks so look forward to that

Also, if anyone cares to throw some smut/fluff/fluffy smut my way I won’t say no. As a matter of fact, I’ll probably jump up and down squealing in happiness and possibly cry. 

And it doesn’t all have to be Aslan, I have other biases lol

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my blog is two years old today. I hadn’t realized that till about an hour ago so didn’t plan anything. However, @littlehevn did send in some asks so look forward to that

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Scarves & Peaches AU

Character A enjoys the occasional open-air market, wandering in between the stands and surveying homemade items and fresh produce. Upon picking up a peach and smelling it softly, their eyes glance over to another tent laden with beautiful scarves, head wraps, and other swirling, exotic colors that gently sway in the breeze. A shadow slowly darts between the sheets but falls suddenly and inexplicably into the street, spilling several precious items onto the dirt pathway. Out of the corner of their eye, Character A sees Character B lowering their wrist with a smug smile on their face. It would seem that Character B stopped a thief. Now, this would normally seem like an act of heroism, but Character A had attended far too many executions to know that Character B was definitely a child of the royal family in disguise, and the practice of any form of magic was definitely outlawed quite a long time ago by none other than Character B’s parents.

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Alberto x Amy, "Gangnam Style"

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OmgggggggggggggggI’m dying rn gunna do my best to make it decent. ____________

“"I can’t believe we’re really here!’ Amy smiles up at the man that stole her heart.

Flying around the world to see Seoul had always been on her bucket list. As she turns to gaze upon the city from Namsan Tower, there’s a slight tug on her hand. Alberto is on his knee, a tender smile on his lips as he promises his life to her.

‘I feel like I’m falling in love all over again…’”

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