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I’m literally doing my best but I’m not gonna beg anyone to understand that

The two ADHD moods:

The two types of ADHD time:

The two ADHD memory modes:

Unknown source.

I think anyone with adhd is entitled to immortality. It's the only way we'll ever get maybe half the stuff we want to do done

Angela Carter, The Magic Toyshop

Everything hurts when your fp has not been responsive in a long time. BPD causes so much mental agony that it turns physical. You try to distract yourself but nothing works and everything is agonizing until they respond to you.

girl nervously googling “top ten normal objects to own”

why can i literally never have a normal reaction to anything

Unconditional loyalty does not exist to non BPD people. They leave. We stay no matter what.

August actually slipped away in a moment of time wtf

i hate having BPD when i'm upset it feels like my heart is legit getting stabbed 1000 times, it is not fun at all. I'm upset cos i'm jealous of a situation that isn't even real that i just made up in my head i hate myself

I miss when things used to be a bit ugly…. That’s when people had so much fun… now everyone is beautiful and untouchable and boring and sterilized…. Maybe fashion was weird back in the day and no one took proper care of their skin n whatever but at least people were having fun, at least people tried to be original and weird and fun instead of just being online . Maybe Sumtimes U have 2 go out on a summer day and have so much fun that u forgot to reapply sunscreen…. Maybe that’s what life is about ! Hmm….

"wait...you're telling me this behavior isn't normal?" it is normal you're just used to people on social media pathologizing every human behavior so you assume anything outside usual societal expectations is a sign of mental illness which is actually a mindset that contributes to psychiatric abuse. annnd SEND POST

i hate you booktok i hate you overly organised bookshelves i hate you hard cover supremacists i hate you reading challenges i hate you colleen hoover i hate you people who can only seem to read ya or romance i hate you same style of cover in every modern book i hate you rupi kaur i hate you plain boring prose i hate you buying books just for the "aesthetic" i love you pretentiousness i love you being a snob