Well, I was out for 3 months of work because of an autoimmune disorder that left me unable to walk and I finally returned to work last week only to be let off. My estimated pay from my works payout gave me $11 since they decided to average it based on hours given the past 3 months.... in which I wasn’t there. I can’t get any help from the government and I can’t even go to chapel hill for my referral to see what caused the autoimmune trigger. I’m high risk and can barely get around to get necessities and I’m behind 2 months on rent, my car payment, all my credit cards, and I have no money to even eat. I’ve been trying to get philanthropist’s help on twitter to no avail. I’m not sure what to do anymore so here is my desperate post and I’m so embarrassed that I felt the need to have to do this. I just need any help that’s offered and right now it seems that @taylorswift might just be my best option.

This is what I grasped from the Delicate MV

@taylorswift at the beginning is guarded by security and being seen by everyone. But they're seeing her for the Celebrity that she is, not who she is. She is bummed out and if you pay attention when she sees her fans she begins to smile because they are some of the only people who sees her for who she is. Taylor receives this magical note and then notices that nobody can see her. She makes faces in the mirror and dances like nobody’s watching *literally* past the security guards. She immediately feels free just by the fact that nobody is picking apart her every move and she is free to be herself. She gets into the elevator and thinks the lady is trying to talk to her and Taylor realizes she’s just looking through her into the mirror. Taylor begins her journey dancing around and finally walking into a place where people see her. She immediately smiles because the card wasn't to make her invisible, it was to only allow herself visible to those who see her for who she really is, her friends and fans.

Im going to caption a picture frame with “This is why we can’t have nice things” and put a picture of my cats in it.

@taylorswift can you relate with this?

IM BURSTING W JOY TAYYYY

HOLY SHIT REP IS OUT ME AND THE BF ARE LISTENING NOW. ENDGAME 1ST THO

Just food for thought that out of all of Taylor’s music, the word “dress” is the most commonly used throughout lyrics. Im dead.

Im so bummed and so broke. I literally don't have enough money to buy anything from this era, no merch, no target Rep CD. I promise you Taylor if I had the money i’d spend it all on you like the previous years but this past 14 months has been rough on me. I don't have any friends, I don't know if you know I exist even and I don't even have any swiftie friends other than my boyfriend who is my world but still, a girl needs sisters. Sometimes I wish I could talk to you since in all honestly I mainly talk to my cats. I am so proud of you and maybe the tides will turn and I can see you on tour, but I'm not sure. I love you girly and hope we have the chance to interact on here some time. xoxo Leann.

I’m so ready for “End Game” i’m about to shit myself. THANKS TAYLOR

Im so in love with Call it what you want. Ugh kill me.

I will now always sing gorgeous with "I've got a boyfriend he's older than us, our reputation precedes both of us" I needed this in my life