idk something like this

You know, regardless of Buddie and queer Eddie and all of that, I just really need Chris to tell Eddie he doesn't need a new mom

I tags from gotta add @buckttommy

#THIS is the one#I need Chris to tell Eddie that he's okay with it being just them forever#because Eddie has been hearing from literally everyone about what his son should want or what his son needs#and he has yet to go to the actual source.#This is... such a big and recurring problem for him and I wonder if it doesn't stem from his relationship with HIS mother specifically#where Helena directly accused Eddie of being a source of harm for his son. So fast forward some years later where he's constantly (and#drastically) overcorrecting to avoid that. But he's never actually... talked to Christopher. Even when he left the 118.#He left “for Christopher's sake” but Christopher said himself “I never asked you to do that” and Christopher has never asked him to date#around and put himself out there in search of a wife/mother either because if nothing else#7x1 should have indicated that Shannon is still enough for Christopher too. That's why it still hurts. That's why he's still angry. That's#why he's making all these piss poor romantic decisions. He's like... she was enough for US we just weren't enough for HER.#And so Eddie needs to know — he needs to hear directly from HIS SON'S MOUTH — that he's okay with this. He's okay with just them.#And Eddie will never get off his *own* hamster wheel until he hears Chris say that he can stop fighting against this Shannon-shaped hole in#their lives and just... let it be.#Because Eddie's going to keep making decisions and he's going to keep harming himself / these women / and his son in the process#I know this isn't what he wanted. No single parent worth their salt ever wants to leave a trail of love interests behind because the goal is#always going to be providing stability for their child. I KNOW this is never ever what Eddie wanted. And I can't imagine it's what#Christopher wants either. So they need to sit down and have a proper chat — sooner rather than later. Eddie raised his kid to have a voice.#Now he needs to listen and Christopher needs to say it.#tv: 911

'people can write whatever the fuck they want' and 'its good to approach writing about sensitive topics with some diligence and forethought' are statements which can and do coexist

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

buddie + bobby acknowledging how important buck and eddie are for each other (requested by @besosquecreanadiccion)

"Four days after mayor Gavin Newsom directed city officials to begin issuing marriage licenses to gay and lesbian couples, the line of applicants wrapped around San Francisco's city hall, and into surrounding streets."

We do : a celebration of gay and lesbian marriage (2004)

Oh shoot, there it all is! The goddamn lines and all!!

Yeee, what a find!

passenger princess eddie diaz

sad addition:

funny addition:

I finished my rewatch/relisten of the Vox Machina campaign in mid-December (although I recently re-embarked on the second half of the Chroma Conclave arc hoping season 3 of TLVOM will be announced (released?? 🤞) by the time I reach "A Bard's Lament"). Predictably, I bawled, AGAIN, but by then I'd already been scribbling and sketching ideas for this for... a couple of weeks? Hence the little WIP preview last month.

I'll never shut up about this moment. It's just as beautiful as it's heartbreaking, in- and off-game, especially taking into account all the context of characters/people involved.

Also, bonus, because after I finished sketching that 6th frame I thought a hug was needed.

"You broke my heart." and all of ours as well 💔

#look there's been many incredible moments in cr. but in my opinion nothing has topped the sheer weight of this one.#like. sam had a secret plan bc sam always has a secret plan#he's a really clever player and scanlan thrives on being able to pull out something crazy in the nick of time#and throughout this fight he is SO careful and SO clever#he's constantly maneuvering himself to perfectly block vecna's attacks without matt realising#but he uses his 7th level countering vecna's feeblemind on marisha - bc if they lose keyleth they lose the fight#his 8th counters vecna's banishment on pike and grog#bc if they lose grog they don't have all the trammels and their ability to banish vecna goes way down#and then there's the teleport. and sam hasn't even told everyone his secret plan but he knows he can't use his 9th#bc he needs to use that wish after this fight but before the raven queen comes for vax for this to work - he cannot wait another day#but teleport is 7th level. if he counters with any other remaining spell slot it's gonna come down to a dice roll#a single roll where if you lose vecna wins the whole world. and even then he asks. is it worth it.#they don't know the actual question they're answering but it's 'is saving the world worth losing vax'. and of course vax would say yes#but there's a moment where everyone is celebrating that scanlan still had a 9th level. and no one's realised yet why sam is mourning#and it KILLS me (tags via @your-turn-to-role)

they kept ryan guzman in pr jail all these years but it's lou ferrigno jr they should have locked up because MY MAN just outed eddie. i am HOLLERING

Friends (1994-2004) 01.02 | "The One with the Sonogram at the End"

THE GILDED AGE (2022- ) | George and Bertha Russell + art

COWBOYS ARE FREQUENTLY SECRETLY FOND OF EACH OTHER (2024) orville peck & willie nelson dir. ben prince