But here is now and there is Damon Hill

came across one of your posts. idk what you go through or in which country you live. but i just want to say that i had such negative thoughts in the past, for a year. i was crying every day and was thinking that i can't go through every day feeling this way anymore.

one day i read somewhere that "you can choose to be happy or sad" and i thought "how stupid, if it was that easy everyone would be happy". then i decided to try it. i said to myself "you won't label yourself as depressed or hopeless or sad, you will focus on what you have to do and ignore that burden of sadness". i started doing everyday things this way. that feeling of sadness used to return at night when i was overwhelmed from trying to avoid it all day and i would cry. until that sadness stopped coming back. it's been 2 years. there are times when i cry like everyone but i don't feel that burden. it sounds easy but it wasn't. but it wasn't impossible as well.

what i want to say is that many things are not a choice and we are forced to accept them, but many things are a choice. we can choose how we deal with things. you're still here for a reason. find a goal and follow it. whether it is to make people's days better with a compliment or volunteering, study something you love, make a plan on how to leave your country, build a life elsewhere, anything. we can do anything if we try to overcome the restrictions that others or ourselves create. i believe in you! i believe that you can make a difference in this world and you're here for a reason. sending you love! be hopeful and stay safe please 🧡🧡

My friend, all you post is your sadness. Get into the tags of something you love and get reblogging. Seek out joy. I've done the existing in sadness and it just makes it worse. I had to find my own joy and it SUCKED but it WORKED. Go find some cute Hulkenburg photos. Find gifs of your fav film. Don't let this just be a place for your darkness. You can show both sides.