so its been months

i wanna start with uh. im not likely to come back to this blog and im also unlikely to give out my new one, for personal reasons. you can ask but? yeah.

anyway, just an update bc i know some of you still care:

im starting t tomorrow. i have the prescription, i have the vials of t filled and on my book shelf. im also moving this summer. i still live with my parents, but they’ve found a property, and we’ll find out tomorrow if we get it. its looking like we will.

im trying to think of anything else to say… im also probably getting my dog this year, if all goes well. my parents have said its one of their first priorities, so thats nice.

yeah, i dunno. bye?

oh also my boyfriend is really cute and i love him and he makes me feel warm and safe and ill take any excuse to talk about him

ok now thats all

hey. stay safe folks.

really. youre gonna make it through this. there are worse things. there sre scarier things. there are more powerful things.

its not much consolation, but its the truth. almost all of my followers here are folks who have been suicidal at some point and you have survived. youve made it through personal hells.

you can make it through this one. youre not alone. reach out if you need to.

This is so goddamn disgusting and nefarious

wow…

Getting people to buy pizza out of the game is fun and one thing… Getting them to sign their life away is another and it’s insidious

All my Navy friends have shared this saying “don’t do it it’s a trap”

what kinda fucking supervillain shit is this

Wow can imperialism not poison everything it touches

What’s super fucked up is that Pokmeon Go is banned on all military bases and the (US at least) government is having Niantic remove all pokestops and gyms from their property. So no, you can not join the military and play Pokemon Go at all.

Fuck the Navy. I served. Fuck the Navy.

BYE

Alolan Vulpix!

Steven: *angrily shouting* YOU’RE SO AMAZING AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Amethyst: *also angrily shouting* NO YOU’RE WONDERFUL AND GREAT AT EVERYTHING YOU DO

Steven: *still angrily shouting* WE SHOULD FIGHT TO PROVE WHO’S BETTER CAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANS I WANT TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH BETTER YOU ARE

Amethyst: *also still angrily shouting* THAT MAKES PERFECT SENSE

Something “Steven vs. Amethyst” hammered home for me.

That

from Garnet

to Pearl

Lapis Lazuli

Jasper, obviously.

And now Steven.

Amethyst has never won a battle against a fully-conscious gem before. Only monsters.

It took fusion for Steven to be able to have even a chance against Jasper. Stevonnie was on equal gems to the average quartz soldier.

Amethyst is on even ground, if not lower than, Steven on his own.

Not only is Amethyst weak for a quartz, she’s weak for a gem. 

For an Era 2 gem, like Peridot, that’d be fine. But a fully functioning soldier? That’s the epitome of shame.

Amethyst is small, but she has all her facilities about her. To gems like Jasper, she should be perfectly capable of fending herself, or perfectly capable of having the respect for other’s enough to off herself. To her, Amethyst’s continued existence after her defeat isn’t just shameful, it’s disturbing.

I’ll bet you anything Amethyst is aware of this.

alola vulpix is so cute i need it 

also needed to do commission samples so why not 

Vulpix ~Alola~