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Evidently, the violent art of anti-blackness isn’t hard to master.
from Black and Blur by Fred Moten (via unusualmodesofresistance)
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When a surveillance practice gets enacted on racial bodies, that is another part of racialization, so racialization is an effect and a practice that is repeated in many ways.
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I think that maybe if we can guard ourselves and each other, if we can keep from losing our minds alone in quiet rooms and can at least lose them side by side, we may live through the year.
from Thursday Morning, Newbury Street by Eve L. Ewing (via adesireforhealing)
Finally, all ten of the short stories I’ve published here on Tumblr up on Google Drive in a very convenient PDF format! I’ve provided links to each of the stories along with a short description of the general genres and some trigger warnings so you know what you’re getting going in!
As always, likes are appreciated but comments and reblogs and financial compensation for the time I spent writing there are even better. Lastly, I’d like to thank you all for giving me so much of your love for my short stories! You’ve been amazing!!
link to paypal / link to kofi
THE RESLING-BOWE HOUSE IS HAUNTED / a haunted house story inspired somewhat by shirley jackson’s ‘the haunting of hill house’ and a few other stories featuring wicked houses! / ( tw for violence, mentions of past abuse )
TAKE A CHANCE ON ME / romance + tender lesbian pining
NOBODY, NOBODY / supernatural romance + pining commissioned by @11thsense
MIDNIGHT; SMACK DAB IN THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE / a hitch-hiking ghost story with a twist ( tw for gore, violence, mentions of past abuse )
MIA AND MAYA / a doppelgänger story / horror / ( tw for violence, being buried alive)
IT’S WARM IN HERE / gothic horror & science fiction, lovecraftian horror
FOUR ETHERS / horror + transformation story
CHERRY WINE / romance + tenderness + horror inspired by hozier’s ‘cherry wine’ and ‘work song’ / ( tw for violence )
A GIRL WALKS ALONE / vampire-ish slasher horror commissioned by @eyeseer
PICTURED: MARY MAGDALENE AT THE TOMB / religious horror + very transcendent horror / ( tw for suicide, self harm )
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hewwo pls read my short stories and give me money for thbem thank u
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I have been dealing with a revival of debilitating OCD symptoms for two months. It means that I couldn’t write, fundraise efficiently, or stop throwing valuable belongings. I now find myself in need of toiletry, clothing related items, and medication. I also need to cover therapy costs. I would appreciate if I could fundraise 150$, and if you can and want to help financially, you can do so here. I also have set up a wishlist to attempt to recover some of the toiletry items I lost. If you feel like people in your online/in person communities are more deserving of the help, feel free to support them instead.
This moralization is enacted through a performance of vulnerability in which “Blue Lives Matter” translates a disparate array of actions, feelings, utterances, mindsets, opinions, and fantasies into a homogenous field of negative sentiments towards the police: Protest is transformed into a sign of aggression, congregating on the street into a riotous threat, self-preservation into resisting arrest. As a result, a wide range of emotive forces and entire social worlds are perceived as forms of terror directed towards the police.
from Blue Life by Tiana Reid&Nijah Cunningham
I have been dealing with a revival of debilitating OCD symptoms for two months. It means that I couldn’t write, fundraise efficiently, or stop throwing valuable belongings. I now find myself in need of toiletry, clothing related items, and medication. I also need to cover therapy costs. I would appreciate if I could fundraise 150$, and if you can and want to help financially, you can do so here. I also have set up a wishlist to attempt to recover some of the toiletry items I lost. If you feel like people in your online/in person communities are more deserving of the help, feel free to support them instead.
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Anonymous asked:
Damn you be asking all the time for money. I have depression and anxiety too but shit lol you wylin, and this is said with love even if it don’t come out sweet.
nothing about this was said with love. im not asking for help just bc im mentally ill im requesting it bc im mentally ill and poor.
life hard enough and needing more assistance than the average person doesn’t make me or anyone else evil or less deserving of respect.
venmo: @ sleepisforlovers
Does anyone knows of good resources on Black people passing as white aside from Nella Larsen&Adrian Piper’s work ?
Finally, all ten of the short stories I’ve published here on Tumblr up on Google Drive in a very convenient PDF format! I’ve provided links to each of the stories along with a short description of the general genres and some trigger warnings so you know what you’re getting going in!
As always, likes are appreciated but comments and reblogs and financial compensation for the time I spent writing there are even better. Lastly, I’d like to thank you all for giving me so much of your love for my short stories! You’ve been amazing!!
link to paypal / link to kofi
THE RESLING-BOWE HOUSE IS HAUNTED / a haunted house story inspired somewhat by shirley jackson’s ‘the haunting of hill house’ and a few other stories featuring wicked houses! / ( tw for violence, mentions of past abuse )
TAKE A CHANCE ON ME / romance + tender lesbian pining
NOBODY, NOBODY / supernatural romance + pining commissioned by @11thsense
MIDNIGHT; SMACK DAB IN THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE / a hitch-hiking ghost story with a twist ( tw for gore, violence, mentions of past abuse )
MIA AND MAYA / a doppelgänger story / horror / ( tw for violence, being buried alive)
IT’S WARM IN HERE / gothic horror & science fiction, lovecraftian horror
FOUR ETHERS / horror + transformation story
CHERRY WINE / romance + tenderness + horror inspired by hozier’s ‘cherry wine’ and ‘work song’ / ( tw for violence )
A GIRL WALKS ALONE / vampire-ish slasher horror commissioned by @eyeseer
PICTURED: MARY MAGDALENE AT THE TOMB / religious horror + very transcendent horror / ( tw for suicide, self harm )
fluoresensitive
hewwo pls read my short stories and give me money for thbem thank u
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I write nonfiction&poetry through my Patreon , and for my writing to be both sharp and truthful, I need most of the books on my wishlist. Black theory&Black thought features strongly in my writing, including my poetry, and reading more of it strengthens&feeds my work, so I can produce the kind of brilliance that has people crowding to pay me for it. I have to recognize I’ve been blessed enough that people have decided that buying me books is a worthwhile use of their money, and I thank the people who’ve already bought me something off my wishlist. If you would like to get me a book off my wishlist, you can do so here.
Can anybody send me $10 so I can get something to eat tonight? i’m broke & don’t get paid for another week & could use some help. Anything helps🙏🏾 pls boost!
paypal.me/brienicol3/ briellemarciano@yahoo.com
venmo: @miss-brie-nicole
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I have been asking for help for quite some time now, but my family needs the support as well. Both my mother and my father, who is the sole breadwinner, are dealing with complex financial situations. We have been going through a move in a house that still needs work, and my parents have poured so much in the house already, not to mention a series of unexpected expenses along the way. I made two posts, and they got some tractions, but aside from the angel that has decided to make a monthly donation, I haven’t gotten much, and by much, I mean next to nothing. 1500$ would be very much appreciated. If you want to and can help, you can donate here. If you feel like people in your online/in person communities are more deserving of the help, feel free to support them instead.
I was informed my donation link was broken. You can donate here.
ahistoryofanxietyandanxietyand reblogged
I write nonfiction&poetry through my Patreon , and for my writing to be both sharp and truthful, I need most of the books on my wishlist. Black theory&Black thought features strongly in my writing, including my poetry, and reading more of it strengthens&feeds my work, so I can produce the kind of brilliance that has people crowding to pay me for it. I have to recognize I’ve been blessed enough that people have decided that buying me books is a worthwhile use of their money, and I thank the people who’ve already bought me something off my wishlist. If you would like to get me a book off my wishlist, you can do so here.
ahistoryofanxietyandanxietyand reblogged
I have been asking for help for quite some time now, but my family needs the support as well. Both my mother and my father, who is the sole breadwinner, are dealing with complex financial situations. We have been going through a move in a house that still needs work, and my parents have poured so much in the house already, not to mention a series of unexpected expenses along the way. I made two posts, and they got some tractions, but aside from the angel that has decided to make a monthly donation, I haven’t gotten much, and by much, I mean next to nothing. 1500$ would be very much appreciated. If you want to and can help, you can donate here. If you feel like people in your online/in person communities are more deserving of the help, feel free to support them instead.
I was informed my donation link was broken. You can donate here.
ahistoryofanxietyandanxietyand reblogged
I write nonfiction&poetry through my Patreon , and for my writing to be both sharp and truthful, I need most of the books on my wishlist. Black theory&Black thought features strongly in my writing, including my poetry, and reading more of it strengthens&feeds my work, so I can produce the kind of brilliance that has people crowding to pay me for it. I have to recognize I’ve been blessed enough that people have decided that buying me books is a worthwhile use of their money, and I thank the people who’ve already bought me something off my wishlist. If you would like to get me a book off my wishlist, you can do so here.