i’ve also – decided to simply reboot stefan. i’ll be moving blogs next week.
i’ve decided to put owen and peter on an indefinite hiatus. anyone i’d written with there is more than welcome to come talk to me about it. should the want for threads return to those blogs, i will as well. if anyone, of course, comes to me saying: “hey, i wanted to write a thread with peter, so i made you a starter,” i’m 99.9% positive that i’d be willing to reply. i’m just not going to sit on them. cool? cool. i hope you all can understand.
ooc; SHOUT OUT TO TUMBLR USER asceticvalor FOR MAKING ME CRY WITHOUT KNOWING SHE MADE ME CRY BECAUSE I’M GOING THROUGH MY TAG ON HER STUPID BLOG IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER AND I FOUND THIS FUCKING NUGGET:
[ outofvalor ]; i can’t; i can’t i can’t calm down don’t tell me to calm down you dO NOT GET TO TELL ME TO CALM DOWN; I HAS BEEN AWAY FOR A SHIT TON OF DAYS ALRIGHT.; LIKE 4 OR SOMETHING.; AND THIS BITCH HERE WAS LIKE DANG I HOPE I GET TO TALK TO DEEN TODAY; and y'know after i was done saying that I miSSED YOU; I BOTHERED YOU; BUT THEN YOU STOPPED BOTHERING ME BACK AND NOW I’M JUST WONDERING; and NOW Im wondering WTF THIS RELATIONSHIP IS AND IM JUST SO; coNFUSED; like JDO YOU SDKLFJ NOT ACTUALLY LOVE ME?!!?!; IS IT THE WAY I TYPE?!; IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE WAY I HIT THE SPACEBAR; I CAN CHANGE; centricism;
ILOVE THE EVER-LIVING PISS OUT OF YOUHATE YOU.
I MISS YOU.
YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME.
FUCK.
PLEASE TAKE THIS GIF AS A GESTURE OFSOLIDARITYFUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME CRY.
a rhythm’s fateful D I R G E led him to stand upon a frequented precipice. it is where he balanced, then. temptation pulled forward, as a wavering control tugged back. piqued senses attuned to the finest nuances in scent; he’d begun to S M E L L it. the blood. it was everywhere, & it might as well have been all over him.
there’s a moment, here -- now: when c o n t r o l wavers upon the will of a whisper. it is dark, & it is UNKIND. the beast inside is -- R A W, carnal. deadly. & this electrical hunger begs to consume. webbed veins flare out in every direction under a darkened gaze ...
he’s losing.
″ — i ca- .. i can’t do this. i can’t be here. ‶
I think any time anybody sees the bad guy show emotion and you’re not hitting the audience over the head, there’s always a tinge of empathy for that individual.
reminder that i am currently in the process of moving.
such a process entails painting, carpet/hardwood installation, actually packing, talking to one’s cat reminding him that the litter box will be in a new location entirely, reminding oneself that packing is - truly - a necessity because the clock is ticking and because moving … requires packing. : )
✝ REBEKAH.
❝ ——congratulations, i’m officially bored. ❞
″ ---- that’s because YOU haven’t had enough to D R I N K. ‶
okay. like this if you’re serious. if you’re 100% down for really hashing things out. diggin’ deep. i want meaningful threads. the real deal. i need them on this blog again. i’m serious. only like this if you’re willing to commit to it. because, i’m in.
Steroline kiss in season 7 TVD promo [x]
talk about me oh m y god.
Send me a url and I’ll record my voice saying the url along with what I think of them from 50000 years ago don’t look at me.
I’m not God I’m just Sara.
Jane Austen, “Persuasion” (via misswallflower)