spf 15

it's my favorite thing when i wait all weekend to make a call about my insurance and then the office doesn't pick up :) and they're gonna call me back while i'm at work and my hands are covered in butter

all my stress pooling into the horrible sore place on my back that's been plaguing me since 2016. treacherous energies at work

seeing the homestar homepage made my heart skip a beat just now

what da fuk is going on

things are really cool but also really fucked at the same time

coworkers husband who got my bike for me is also getting me new handlebars which i appreciate SO MUCH because mine are too far away rn, but at the same time i feel odd about him doing all this for me probably bc carrie is asking him to? and idk i kind of want to find my own handlebars and like..do it myself.. i guess, i haven't done it yet so maybe that's why he's jumping on it but idk. like i told her about it at work and i'm thankful for the help but i just feel weird i guess? maybe i'll get the ones from him and then i can still learn about my bike and eventually find some i like better and over time i can #custombuild my bike how i want. bc honestly now i'm riding with no hands 95% of the time cause my arms are stretched af for me to put my hands on the handlebars lol, so i do need replacements. i think maybe i just feel a little useless and stupid bc i'm not taking this step myself when i should be accepting the help from someone more knowledgeable than me and not beat myself up about it ?

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

finally found a good shade of quality green nail polish and now my toes look like. peas

ANNEYWAYS monday again ha ha