Pray for me, I’m losing myself in places that don’t exist anymore.
Drowning in Faded Memories (RJG)
i loved you
seems like that was my first mistake
you ripped my heart out
like you knew it was yours to take
you told me you loved me
thought it was the type of love
you cultivate and watch grow
turns out it’s the type of love you let go
someone asked me if i missed you
so i lied and said no
i think I’m jus mad as i was so easy to let go
guess that was my second mistake
thinking you were capable of love like me
funny how i can still see a future where we jus might be
but that’s just the irony of falling in love blindly.
RJG
i’m on the verge of letting go of everything i wanted to hold on to.
RJG
Whispers
your whispers still echo as i toss & turn suddenly i remember how your sweet nothing's meant everything to me how when you said i love you it wasn't jus for everything i am but for everything i'll be so imagine my surprise when those same lips say "sorry" "he didn't mean anything to me" "babe please understand" "it's not what it looks like" which is funny cause to me it looks like you're not who you portrayed to be but it's okay one day I'll realize this knife in my back will be the best thing you ever gave to me...
Prey On My Insecurities
pour you my soul jus to watch you let the contents rot one question when will this cycle stop i'm starting to speculate we both know that never ends well first i question if you love me cause you know i never can tell then you reassure me with your words jus to confuse me with your actions but i run back any way because i'm scared of your next course of action i don't want to be alone i'm scared you're gonna leave me i know i can live without you shit, not even i really believe me if only i could deceive myself the same way that you deceive me which is funny because i deceive myself into thinking you actually need me if this is love it's not all that it's cracked up to be if this is love all these negative feelings must be distracting me all i see is you preying on my insecurities look in the mirror everyday praying that it's jus my insecurities -RJG @(OnlySeeMySoul)
I Can't Help But Feel
ALONE.
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i am a saint, they refuse to see the blood on my hands, they love my smile because they can’t see the darkness it was raised from, role model is the picture i am framed in, & that picture isn’t worth a single word it merely silences the obscenities that define me, if i am perfect their definition is outdated, so if i am a saint, it’s only because they refuse to see what they created…..
RJG (Only See My Soul)
my pain has your first name.
RJG (Only See My Soul)
this love, never loved me back.
RJG (Only See My Soul)
can you hear my screams echo in the void your love used to fill?
RJG (Only See My Soul)
Hi nice blog :D
thanks 😊
she wanted so badly to love him, but she knew she couldn't even love herself but she could never let him go he was the only one who knew every tear she shed was a cry for help...
RJG (Only See My Soul)
i am made from an earthquake of words
a tornado of thoughts
every page is ground zero
when God gave me a pen
i wonder if he knew
i'd orchestrate extinction level events
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why am i paying for the sins of those who broke your heart, when all i want to do is put it back together…
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