hope in the darkness

Primavera II I was inspired by Jess Johnson's art. Wonderful!

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sorry elias, i can’t hear you - there’s a door in the way.

how many novelty mugs has martin given to jon i need to know

Martin: Jon look it’s you!!! A pineapple! It’s all spiky on the outside but on the inside—

Jon: full of enzymes powerful enough to eat away human fingerprints yes thank you Martin

Martin:

Jon and daisy make my heart hurt so........ big sister time :’)

(Also I’m so out of practice with full pieces wow... this was a struggle)

Don’t think about how Jon has no one who’s human who wants to talk to him about his issues right now. Don’t think about how Jon is looking for any kind of any kind of empathy and kindness that he’s looking through statement after statement to see himself, only to see monsters and madness reflected back at him. Don’t think about how Jon has at this point given up on trying to be human and is just trying not to feel not exhausted, horrible, and oh so lonely. Don’t think about how the only person who wants to talk about these things only wants him to fall into the path of the monster. Don’t think about the only person who knows what he’s going through right now and could talk with him is Martin, Martin who is avoiding him on purpose, Martin is becoming a monster for the sake of others, Martin who is planning on not surviving by the end of this. Don’t think about how if Jon and Martin just talked with each other they could both realize that neither path of self destruction is necessary and that neither of them are alone in this, none of them are. 

michael wearing the look from this post

✨ kofi link if you’re feeling generous (any and all support this week is appreciated) ✨ 

Although

I'm far away

I know I'll stay, I know I'll stay

Right there with you

Managing to finish this beast before the finale drops is my proudest achievement

got a very good anon suggestion involving jon being an absolute mess at keeping his hair out of his face and resorting to office supplies. martin saves the day as usual.

THEY FUCKING HUGGED

a collection of yearning (thought these looked nice in a photoset; images are arranged in chronological order of statements given!)

since he listens to all of them he must've had some of those "Oh." moments

Guardian Angel

the idea of jane prentiss just having martin’s phone for three weeks is unbelievably funny do you think she read his 3 am notes app poetry out loud to the worms

kitty….

yeehaw apocalypse boyfriends!

I’m suuper late to everything, this was supposed to be a birthday present to @planetsandmagic, and then a holidays present, but it turned out to be just a. Sunday present :’) anyways hope you like it planets!!