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Suicidal Thoughts

@curioshittyy / curioshittyy.tumblr.com

is today a good day to die?
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Sometimes you just want a tap on the back and to hear 'you’re doing great,' even though you feel like you haven’t done anything because all these shadows are making you feel insignificant.

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Do you ever get lonely for no certain reasons too? Like you get a little bit tired of life. Like you’re not even sad but you still want to die. 🫠

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Amor fati - Love of fate. This basically means to love everything that happens to you, a way of learning that everything happens for a reason. Life doesn’t only revolve in happiness; it involves pain, loss, and there are people who are going to do both good and bad things to you. You have to understand that life is good, whether all of these unnecessary situations come up because they intend for you to be stronger and toughen you up.

Well, what do you know suddenly I’m older now! A grown up still trying to figure things out. But hey I’m already 28, never had imagined getting to this age as fighting demons in my head was never been that easy. Looking forward to a great year ahead. To my self, all I want to say is that I am proud of what you've become. Cheers to your 28th years of existence!

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Hi 👋 to all medical field related course out there. Anyone looking for a job atm? I can refer you to a friend for this position. pm lang if you’re interested. Thank you!

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I think that its quite normal to figure out things you want to accomplish and things you want to improve with yourself. No one has the right algorithm in life. Always do it for the plot; to take control in your own narrative. Think about life as a story and you are the author.

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Clean is my favorite song in 1989

- It tells you that it's okay to deal with your shadows the way you want them to be. It tells you that it's okay to be sad, to immerse yourself in tears. That you are brave, and you have to conquer all these fears. After all this pain, you'll come back stronger as long as you find ways to keep moving forward. It's okay to be lost and overwhelmed by all these emotions. Just continue to live, and maybe someday, we'll find the answers to all these questions, and you can say that you are finally clean.

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Here are my two cents regarding that viral video of those 'Christian churchgoers' who had the audacity to shame those who left the church for some reason. It's funny how people from the church seem implicit in being pure and holy, but at the same time, their actions don't connect to their religious beliefs. I was raised in a Christian community. I was a Baptist Christian, but I stopped going to church when I realized that most of the people in the church are hypocritical enough to criticize you when you are not actively involved in the ministry and when your life doesn't meet their standards, you become the talk of the town.

It's a reflection of the judgmental culture within the church, where conformity often takes precedence over genuine faith. This pressure to conform can be suffocating for those who have honest questions or concerns about their faith. Additionally, the emphasis on financial contributions, such as tithes and love offerings, can make churchgoers feel like they're seen as sources of income rather than as individuals seeking spiritual growth.

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I would surely stay a little longer under the sheets if you'd tell me to. Cuddling for another 5 minutes won't be a problem for me. I'd stay if you want me to stay. Go to places where you want to go. As long as it's with you, as long as it's you.

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I've always gazed at the sunset and whispered to it all the unspoken truths about me: the desperation within me, the echoing silence that's beyond depths. And if you want to know all the secrets that I keep, you can ask the sunset about them. Come hell or high water, it would tell you, only if it's someone we can see.

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Na lss lang ako ilang days naaa sorry huhu

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