Breaking Bad S03E07
“One Minute” dir. Michelle MacLaren
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Breaking Bad S03E07
“One Minute” dir. Michelle MacLaren
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Breaking Bad Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jesse Pinkman/Walter White Characters: Jesse Pinkman, Walter White Additional Tags: another Four Days Out fic Summary:
“Mr. White! Mr. White, whatever you do, don’t look at your phone!” Jesse is banging on the door, but it’s too late. Walt has already seen it.
Jesse accidentally sends Walt a picture.
jesse with family
me trying not to let the shit break me
should i get my life together or should i just keep being sexy and chaotic
Actual puppy Aaron Paul on the last day of filming.
struggling to get back on here and write. I miss Walter :(
wow, so the decade is really coming to a close pretty soon here, huh? if i’m being honest i never once pictured myself actually making it this far but here we are! i just wanted to take the opportunity here to briefly reflect on my time being here while thanking everyone whose had a part in making my time here the best, large or small. originally i joined tumblr back in early spring of 2012 when i had no idea what i was doing ( and still don’t really ) and was just kind of winging it as a rper. since then, and returning to tumblr in summer 2018 after a near two year hiatus, i’ve made some great friends and consider myself grateful to have learned so much over the years. it hasn’t always been sunshine and rainbows, of course. life has always had its ups and downs and the next decade will be the same, just hopefully the ups will outweigh the downs, yeah? overall it’s been a worthwhile ride from start to finish. that said, there’s sill plenty to look forward to in the future and i hope that the new year which will bring a new decade holds only the best for all of you. be kind, be honest, but most importantly? bring me some egg nog.
nebraska seems nice for you:
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One of the (many) questions I wanted an answer to in El Camino was the one regarding Jesse’s Mental Health. He had a major mental breakdown and showed various symptoms of PTSD and depression before being kept captive by a gang of psycho Neo-Nazis, so the real question wasn’t “Is Jesse ok?” but “How bad is he? Can he come back from everything he’s lived through?”
While not delving completely into Jesse’s psyche (mostly because of the time limit and to avoid going into territories too dark to explore), El Camino gave us multiple hints and showed us a lot of stuff that answered that question.
We already knew that Jesse was suffering from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), but somebody on Reddit made the point that his PTSD might have evolved into severe C-PTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), which is actually pretty probable and would explain some of his actions during Breaking Bad/El Camino.
What’s C-PTSD? Contrary to PSTD, C-PTSD isn’t related to a single event but comes in response to chronic traumatization over the course of months or years (in Jesse’s case it would be 2 years). A person diagnosed with C-PTSD will experience PTSD’s symptoms alongside additional ones.
What causes C-PTSD?
it seems to appear frequently in people who’ve been abused by someone who was supposed to be their caregiver or protector (such as Walter White) C-PTSD specific Symptoms includes:
Common symptoms of PTSD and complex PTSD include:
People with PTSD or complex PTSD may exhibit certain behaviors in an attempt to manage their symptoms. Examples of such behaviors include:
Unlike PTSD, which can rehabilitated in a couple months, or a few years maximun, the recover from C-PTSD will take several years (probably with medical attention), C-PTSD may also lead/make a person more susceptible to other mental illness.
walter white & jesse pinkman = marty byrde & ruth langmore