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« Then we go on to C A U G H T A L I T E S N E E Z E and she’s still vampiring, she needs that boy blood. You can say you are beautiful, you are enough - but when are you going to claim it? You are on the hunt.
It’s really about a relationship. And she’s kinda given herself away, so she’s trying to get pieces back in any way she can. I mean, whoever works at that point, Inanna or whoever. And if it works calling her in the church, to evoke a little ass, then you go for it.
It was about not looking to men outside of yourself, but finding your male self. I needed to figure out who that was. I think my animus was a dandy. But maybe he played on both sides of the fence. He gave me a real talking-to: “Why are you trying to steal other people’s fire? You need to light your own and burn with it until you transcend it. What are you looking for in all these men in your life? You won’t find it in them, and you won’t find it in me either. You have to find it in you.” »