summary: “I had no desire to find any shore, to regain any solace; I knew the only antidote to this pain was oblivion.” A multi-chapter retelling of New Moon from EPOV.
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“I’d like very much for our family to be worth protecting. If we make exceptions to protect ourselves, we risk something much more important. We risk losing the essence of who we are.”
Carlisle Cullen, Midnight Sun, chapter 4, pg. 80
any progress on chapter 3 of oblivion? i'm really looking forward to it 🥺
hi anon !! i can’t give you a date or anything but i promise oblivion isn’t an abandoned project. it is coming. sorry for the vagueness, but progress has been slow since ive been focusing on my other fandoms for now.
i know it’s not as good as an update but i thought i’d share a couple songs from my playlist for oblivion in case anyone’s at all interested:
• first day of my life by bright eyes — this is definitively an edward song in my mind, it just helps me get into his headspace pretty quickly!
• lullabye (goodnight, my angel) by billy joel — when @kellythepitiablefangirl told me about this song i almost died bc of how perfect it is for edward, and it breaks my heart during every single listen 🥺
• coming back to you by leonard cohen — if i were to condense edward’s thoughts during the time he was away from bella into one song, it would be this one… it’s just so full of sadness and grief and talks about wanting to come back to someone but just not being able to. it makes me v sad!!
P.S. thank u for ur interest anon, it’s always a surprise when i’m reminded that ppl besides me care about this story, and it means so much 🥺🖤
hey! i just wanted to say that finding your blog during the renaissance has been such a relief bc as a twilight and bellward fan myself, seeing all the negativity towards them was really putting me down and making me not want to check tumblr for anything twilight related, but your posts and your edits and SPECIALLY YOUR NEW MOON FIC ON EDWARD'S POV THAT GIVES ME LIFE made me feel so much happier with this piece of media that i hold so dear to my heart, and seeing that others finally managed to discourage you from this blog made me so upset. i hope someday you can come back and ignore them and be able to enjoy what you enjoy again without others breathing down your neck about it. there's always gonna be haters, but don't let them get to you. sending you lots of love and positivity <3
hi !! thank u so much for this message, u cant know how much i appreciate it 🥺🥺🥺 thank u for the encouragement and the positive words, i definitely think theres a bit of a shortage of that in the world rn, so thank u 🖤🖤🖤 same goes to you, pls dont let the haters curb your enjoyment of this fictional world, and i’m glad this blog has been a positive space for u, that’s why i’m here!
and thank you for reading Oblivion!!! that fic really is a labor of love for me, and i want to do it so much justice, and hearing that ppl like u enjoyed it enough and cared about it enough to come and tell me is so reassuring. it’s the hardest thing i’ll ever write, just bc i want to get it right so badly. thank you again 🖤🖤🖤🖤
why aren’t you active on here anymore?
the short oversimplified answer is darklina brainrot the longer answer is i just dont get many twilight edit ideas anymore
and this is only secondary to not having ideas, but theres never a time when i dont come back and someone in the tags hasnt said smth snide or otherwise mean-spirited under my edits so it just feels like???? idk!!!! doesnt seem worth it to put content out anymore if ppl are gonna respond like that? so yeah. i participate in fandom as a way to escape into a positive space and i feel like when you like twilight there’s this expectation of like “oh you get how ridiculous it is to stan twilight right? haha yeah we’re all in on the same joke” and i’m just not interested in that take… so what if it’s cringe? everything is cringe!!!!! be proudly cringe !!!! stop telling me what to cringe and not cringe at!
anyway. apologies for the essay. i still check back once in a while but if there’s anything you want me to see immediately u can use my tracked tag #userdaph :)
just a psa if youre gonna call twilight terrible in the tags then dont reblog my edits lmfao
“For the first time in a hundred years, I was grateful to be what I was. Every aspect of being a vampire—all but the danger to her—was suddenly acceptable to me, because it was what had let me live long enough to find Bella.”
Happy Birthday, Edward Anthony Masen Cullen! (June 20th, 1901)
happy 120th birthday to Edward Anthony Masen Cullen
i know this is a crazy concept for some of you but if you don’t like a piece of media…. don’t complain about it on a content creator’s post? you can put your opinion on a review sight or, god forbid, make your own post instead of ranting on the post of someone who has nothing to do with said media and is just trying to make something for fun
this also applies to arguing minute things in the notes of a post like op does not give a fuck op is just making these nice gifs/graphics for fun they don’t want to hear about how you were personally victimized by the hair styling of a random side character or whatever it is y’all keep getting upset about
And I realized in that instant, when he said Sam’s name, that he was not speaking of himself and Seth. No unseen force was attacking them. This time, the crisis was not here.
He was using the pack plural.
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i don't want to automatically read tags in my activity anymore i'm tired of being forced to read bad takes on my gifsets
Yeah, my receipts be lookin’ like phone numbers If it ain’t money, then wrong number Black card is my business card
Rumors say that the King and Queen of Ravka can’t keep their hands off each other during the Winter Fete. A celebration held towards the end of the winter season, the King considers the celebration a ‘waste of time’ so he and the Queen step away to “discuss battle strategies” in the war room after making a quick appearance every year.
“Isabella… Bella.” It was a pleasure just to say her name. It felt like a kind of avowal. This is the name to which I belong. — MIDNIGHT SUN, CHAPTER 17: CONFESSIONS
