Seasons.
October - February: self-doubt, self-hatred, anxiety, try not to be a cold bitch/generally shitty person to everyone i care about, agony, insomnia, nightmares // March - May: frenzy, exhaustion, dissociate and forget things, stress, oppressive dread, neglect responsibilities, isolate and seclude // June - September: blinding white, try to find a fuck to give, stop wishing the torrential downpours would drown me, lie in bed until the urge passes, stay out until i can’t, self-destruction